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So, I have finally come to the conclusion that I am a very stupid woman. I have screwed up some of the best things in my life out of sheer selfishness. I don't even know how to feel right now. I miss Dan. It's horrible of me and all that and selfish, but I miss him so much right now that it is unbearable. I cannot believe how much of an idiot I was. I never should have even left him at all... It's just like I had this epiphany... this excrusiating realization that I gave up the one man who ever truly loved me no matter what. The only man I can actually envision a future with. I don't know what to do. I am so confused and hurt and angry at myself right now. I just feel so stupid and so broken.