There is so sex in the champagne....or KK's room ( unless shes too drunk to care)
Yay my voice is back..working at witches woods on a busy night with a cold can do that.... it was only gone for about 12 hours thank god, which includes sleeping. It was so depressing driving home and not being able to not sing, or at least more then practically a squek. If I ever get laryngitis, im taking nyquil and being knocked out for a while, i,e taking Dennis Learys advice, if I ever get Larynx CANCER Im jumping over the closest bridge.
I know today is gonna be fun, and my day work got cancelled at Minute Man Arc, because of a scabies scare, "yay", sucks that theirs a scabies scare but it sure doesnt suck that I got 2 saturdays in a row off,,,yippee. I was so paranoid I got scabies, I kept getting those "fake itches" all over my body, I put purell my body a few times...it felt reallly cold and good, nothing like vics though. Im glad the itches stopped. because Ive had lice before and it fucking sucks, you had to get rid of all your favorite hair products and wash all your blankets and sheets and practically everything else you touched, my hair is long so Id have to wash my entire wardrobe. I would never cut my hair again, just like I refused when I was 8, all my friends got little bowl cuts and were all happy. I said fuck that im growing it alittle longer and shampooed the HELL out of it..and finally it was fucking gone..what a pain know you see my point? Ironically two years later when I was 10-12 I had a fucking bowl cut, no not because I got lice again, because I was bored with hair, and sick of having to brush it all the time. That sounds familair...but know Ive discovered way better conditioners that actually make it dealable.
Ah its nice having a saturday morning off and not having to rush out of here, and hell not have a hangover either so I can just chill out but be motivated enough to do something....besides this eventually, maybe some homework and a painting.
im so glad I de-stressed about the Max thing, and I think Im being smart for not jumping into sheet that I know I will regret for simply *jumping into it. I barely even know him, Im not assuming hes an asshole I just dont know him, you never know how things are gonna work out...Its so nice talking to people and noticing they have the same behavioral patterns that I do with crushes, they love flirting with people when they dont know if they necassarily are interested and "playing the game", getting all spruced up, its like a fucking power trip,,...there *gonna like me!..or a natural high, and then when the person starts flirting with them it loses its fun. its like "oh they like me" ( in monotone voice). Some people try to say its the cause of being in bad relationships, where you were treated kind of shitty, It could be but I dont believe just believe that at all, because I can trace this bad as far as 2nd grade when I had my 1st crushes, before anything even close to a relationship/sex. I think its simply the excitement, thrill, of "playing the game" I mean it makes perfect sense at least. The cure,,,ha none that I can think of, unless you can hopefully just appreciate being liked, and not have to "fight,", this has happened but I kind of ruined it, or get so tired of losing you stop. ..ok no more.
I cant wait for tonight, the game got cancelled so I was like" what I got out of my other job to...SWEET!, but no I didn;t , now they want to go on a date, cant blame them. I just hope its just dinner....and the "other stuff" so Im not stuck until 11pm I dont mind going at all, I like this house, and its easier. I'll just be all anticipated to see my friends,..wish their date was like at 5 or something, maybe if they were older..j/k..im such a bitch.. I feel like I havent seen my friends forever even though its only been a couple nights..god I could *never be a workaholic and give up my social life,..FUCK THAT! ..dont even know how I worked every saturday night at stop and shop, no wonder I was always so angry there...makes sense.
Ok time to do something....better. ah rain sounds so soothing!
I know today is gonna be fun, and my day work got cancelled at Minute Man Arc, because of a scabies scare, "yay", sucks that theirs a scabies scare but it sure doesnt suck that I got 2 saturdays in a row off,,,yippee. I was so paranoid I got scabies, I kept getting those "fake itches" all over my body, I put purell my body a few times...it felt reallly cold and good, nothing like vics though. Im glad the itches stopped. because Ive had lice before and it fucking sucks, you had to get rid of all your favorite hair products and wash all your blankets and sheets and practically everything else you touched, my hair is long so Id have to wash my entire wardrobe. I would never cut my hair again, just like I refused when I was 8, all my friends got little bowl cuts and were all happy. I said fuck that im growing it alittle longer and shampooed the HELL out of it..and finally it was fucking gone..what a pain know you see my point? Ironically two years later when I was 10-12 I had a fucking bowl cut, no not because I got lice again, because I was bored with hair, and sick of having to brush it all the time. That sounds familair...but know Ive discovered way better conditioners that actually make it dealable.
Ah its nice having a saturday morning off and not having to rush out of here, and hell not have a hangover either so I can just chill out but be motivated enough to do something....besides this eventually, maybe some homework and a painting.
im so glad I de-stressed about the Max thing, and I think Im being smart for not jumping into sheet that I know I will regret for simply *jumping into it. I barely even know him, Im not assuming hes an asshole I just dont know him, you never know how things are gonna work out...Its so nice talking to people and noticing they have the same behavioral patterns that I do with crushes, they love flirting with people when they dont know if they necassarily are interested and "playing the game", getting all spruced up, its like a fucking power trip,,...there *gonna like me!..or a natural high, and then when the person starts flirting with them it loses its fun. its like "oh they like me" ( in monotone voice). Some people try to say its the cause of being in bad relationships, where you were treated kind of shitty, It could be but I dont believe just believe that at all, because I can trace this bad as far as 2nd grade when I had my 1st crushes, before anything even close to a relationship/sex. I think its simply the excitement, thrill, of "playing the game" I mean it makes perfect sense at least. The cure,,,ha none that I can think of, unless you can hopefully just appreciate being liked, and not have to "fight,", this has happened but I kind of ruined it, or get so tired of losing you stop. ..ok no more.
I cant wait for tonight, the game got cancelled so I was like" what I got out of my other job to...SWEET!, but no I didn;t , now they want to go on a date, cant blame them. I just hope its just dinner....and the "other stuff" so Im not stuck until 11pm I dont mind going at all, I like this house, and its easier. I'll just be all anticipated to see my friends,..wish their date was like at 5 or something, maybe if they were older..j/k..im such a bitch.. I feel like I havent seen my friends forever even though its only been a couple nights..god I could *never be a workaholic and give up my social life,..FUCK THAT! ..dont even know how I worked every saturday night at stop and shop, no wonder I was always so angry there...makes sense.
Ok time to do something....better. ah rain sounds so soothing!