OH MY GOSH
so amanda text me this morring and i went off on her cuz she pushed me....i have sooo much shit going through my head right now at this moment...honistly i dont know how to feel i dont know what to think i dont know anything right now....the only thing i know right now that is i want to crowl in to bed and not wake up till tomorrow....i think about how i have to go into hollywood after work and i get frestared i dont get happy im just like wow more drama when i go in their..i dont know what to say to people anymore, if i say what is on my mind they get mad, but i cant be fake and i cant act like im.....i guess if i just break it down i hate people...their stupid and fuckin jeouls of stupid ass shit...damn did i use to be like kuz im sorry. i dont understand y im fuckin crying, and i cant fuckin stop i just cant i dont know what the fuck is going on.....just my luck im fuckin pregant hahahahhaa that would just be funny.....but im not, maybe its my mind telling me to fuck everyone and not care anymore oh wait i already dont care. okj ok i know exactly what it is, and why im sooo up set.. but i cant say anything on here..oh and why cant people just get over the fact that quinton and i still fuckin talk...POEPLE GET THE FUCK OVER IT....ok well i need to go and try to fix my face before i go to work..as in put on make up and get ready for work.