heavy heart have you heard?
it's starting to hurt. everytime i breathe. everytime i try to leave.
they ask me how i'm holding up, i say i'm holding out for the right words. can't you just give me a straight answer? these insecurities just won't leave me anymore. i think i've been quite clear, i'm standing still waiting for a sign. i've been capsized for so long ... have you heard? i could use your words.
you hurt me with your silence. you make me beg to figure you out. all i want is simple - and yet i still can't find out. this makes me so unsure of your motives... you're so unclear. this is why i can't trust you, it feels like your playing on my fears.
i had the worse night of my life tonight. fuck family.
fuck parents. i don't need your validation. i don't need you anymore period.
they ask me how i'm holding up, i say i'm holding out for the right words. can't you just give me a straight answer? these insecurities just won't leave me anymore. i think i've been quite clear, i'm standing still waiting for a sign. i've been capsized for so long ... have you heard? i could use your words.
you hurt me with your silence. you make me beg to figure you out. all i want is simple - and yet i still can't find out. this makes me so unsure of your motives... you're so unclear. this is why i can't trust you, it feels like your playing on my fears.
i had the worse night of my life tonight. fuck family.
fuck parents. i don't need your validation. i don't need you anymore period.