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John Mccains wife, a lemon in meringue yellow on the news right now. She looks so funny. It's weird the way that in the american elections the hopeful presidents have their partners with them, and hilary has her daughters with her, sometimes. The wives are just necessary to show they have hearts I suppose.
I'm getting more and more feminist as the weeks of this year go on sometimes I do shock myself with spoutings of rape statistics and holes the be violated on the top shelf of our newsagents, and the talks I have with my friends shock me more, embarassed reactions from my male ones and from the girls its just "oh but its natural that men want sex more than we do" ie 230 uk rapes daily? let them have their fun. why is it perfectly normal that men buy and sell women on the streets, that half naked women are splayed across magazines without personalities without histories? And women are distracted with fashion, fashion aimed at attracting men or "feeling good", good enough to what? ah my lamp just broke! anyway, its driving me mad. they must have clear skin, pretend they have no hair when clearly we all know we do, and long legs through uncomfortable heels.
and this is all meant to make us feel good, and it does, I feel good sometimes, which I hate!! I don't want to attract someone that likes me for the way I look only, does anyone? So why! I dont know, i'm asking myself this, and I dont know. I dont shave my armpits anymore, and I havent for months now, why the fuck should I? but I think that if I didnt have a boyfriend perhaps even me with all this writing above would still pretend i'm completely...
ridiculous.
I went to the best park last week, the wild deer licked my hands!
apart from this, I may after my degree learn to become a Steiner school teacher. or porn star, dunno.
I miss things, i'm already missing cassia and jen and they've not gone in to the void yet, but when they're gone really I have very few friends here, none I can call up for a chat at least. ug.
I'm getting more and more feminist as the weeks of this year go on sometimes I do shock myself with spoutings of rape statistics and holes the be violated on the top shelf of our newsagents, and the talks I have with my friends shock me more, embarassed reactions from my male ones and from the girls its just "oh but its natural that men want sex more than we do" ie 230 uk rapes daily? let them have their fun. why is it perfectly normal that men buy and sell women on the streets, that half naked women are splayed across magazines without personalities without histories? And women are distracted with fashion, fashion aimed at attracting men or "feeling good", good enough to what? ah my lamp just broke! anyway, its driving me mad. they must have clear skin, pretend they have no hair when clearly we all know we do, and long legs through uncomfortable heels.
and this is all meant to make us feel good, and it does, I feel good sometimes, which I hate!! I don't want to attract someone that likes me for the way I look only, does anyone? So why! I dont know, i'm asking myself this, and I dont know. I dont shave my armpits anymore, and I havent for months now, why the fuck should I? but I think that if I didnt have a boyfriend perhaps even me with all this writing above would still pretend i'm completely...
ridiculous.
I went to the best park last week, the wild deer licked my hands!
apart from this, I may after my degree learn to become a Steiner school teacher. or porn star, dunno.
I miss things, i'm already missing cassia and jen and they've not gone in to the void yet, but when they're gone really I have very few friends here, none I can call up for a chat at least. ug.