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I've tried to write here at least once a week since October, but every time my happy tears get in the way, or even better animal collective comes on my shuffle and i'm actually a puddle haha, well the phone just rang and so I've my practical head on, maybe we will make this entry through(!).
I really like saying happy new year to people in the street, though I'm a bit wary of speaking to strangers at the moment because of befriended sad lonely boarderline creepy friend Dave, but enough of that.
One of the more minuete reasons I'm happy to know james is that I can be as mad and hideous as I like in public and I dont care, because I know he doesn't, and he is the only reason I do anything really. We quite often jump and squeal and dance in all sorts of disabled type ways, not even semi-cool ways, in daylight in conservative barnes, especially in conservative barnes, its so fun, and I dont know if anyone else I know would do that in a completely genuine way. genuine to express themselves i mean. genuine to express complete lack of interest in the opinion of others, (and a love for me.)
"cute dog over the road"
mum says from the next room.
I go to my window.
"oh yeah, nice chouminou."
Random observations of late -
A guide dog doing a poo. This made me think a lot actually.
A woman in a club and me were talking about the smell of places now there is a smoking ban in London and she said "yes, and even groin smell sometimes".
A disgusting african (dont know where abouts) woman with big fat and crusty EXPOSED feet (2 degrees, hello?) on the bus telling me to cover my mouth when I yawn.
thankyou and goodnight.
I really like saying happy new year to people in the street, though I'm a bit wary of speaking to strangers at the moment because of befriended sad lonely boarderline creepy friend Dave, but enough of that.
One of the more minuete reasons I'm happy to know james is that I can be as mad and hideous as I like in public and I dont care, because I know he doesn't, and he is the only reason I do anything really. We quite often jump and squeal and dance in all sorts of disabled type ways, not even semi-cool ways, in daylight in conservative barnes, especially in conservative barnes, its so fun, and I dont know if anyone else I know would do that in a completely genuine way. genuine to express themselves i mean. genuine to express complete lack of interest in the opinion of others, (and a love for me.)
"cute dog over the road"
mum says from the next room.
I go to my window.
"oh yeah, nice chouminou."
Random observations of late -
A guide dog doing a poo. This made me think a lot actually.
A woman in a club and me were talking about the smell of places now there is a smoking ban in London and she said "yes, and even groin smell sometimes".
A disgusting african (dont know where abouts) woman with big fat and crusty EXPOSED feet (2 degrees, hello?) on the bus telling me to cover my mouth when I yawn.
thankyou and goodnight.