sick day
I had a big long entry for this week written up already, but then two things happened, and now I’m in no mood to post that entry. Maybe I’ll post it though when I’m feeling better. I got sick late on Friday, so I’ve spent most of the weekend in bed in a half awake state feeling like shit. Not sure if I’ll call in sick to work tomorrow. I don’t want to, but I might have to. But before I got sick, I found out that I didn’t get the job I’ve been vaguely talking about. This made me deeply depressed because I thought both interviews had went really well, and I even drove all the way to interview in person for the second one. I thought the position would have been really good for me, and that I would be a perfect fit for it, but I guess they thought otherwise. So now I’m just feeling stupid for spending 150+ on a job I didn’t get. And even though I still have my current job, it just feels like something is going to happen there, and I won’t have that job anymore. But I’ve been so busy there (or maybe just lazy), that I don’t have any other applications out that I think are promising. So combined that with my current illness, I don’t really feel like being optimistic about anything. Now if you’ll excuse me, I need to expel some mucous.