the one with mild stalking and avoiding modernism
LOL WTF brain. Ah, the things you think are a Good Idea when you are trying to avoid reading about goddamn modernism and literary modernism and whatevs. Also, I sort of fear for modern society, because we now can really get information about people that perhaps we never would otherwise have been able to get... Oh Facebook, how you enable the curious mind of a mildly paranoid person. So basically I did some "research" on New Guys ex-girlfriend, and considering how much I've heard about her (which is a lot. Hell, I know she had a thing for the O.C back in the day) I'm almost surprised it's taken this long for it to happen. Anyway, enough of me justifying what would have a couple of years ago equated to a serious invasion of privacy, this girl is tall, blonde and just pretty. If I were to over-generalise and say she's the sort of blonde grammar school girl who looks like she was involved in drama and the debating team, and was passable at team sports, I'm pretty sure you'd get a fairly accurate mental picture. I find it a bit odd, considering I've been told men are visual types, that one person could find both her and me attractive. Obviously, if I'd kept my hair blonde and long I'd totally have trumped her, but I didn't. It's short and black and red and I cut it myself. It just makes me a little bit O_o because I have a fairly specific type: thin, light muscling, dark or red hair (basically just not blonde), good teeth, nice smile, taller than me (this is never a problem though). But anyway. Again this is unnecesary but far more interesting than modernism today.
Another thing to consider which is not modernism and nor is it postmodernism, is how does one dress for an outing with a boy who is interested but can't let himself be interested and you'd prefer if he just got over it and went for it but you've said you can be friends because that seemed like the best option? Idk. I'm not a very casual person even when I only go out with friends. I mean, the recent outfits I've posted I would not even wear out with Sarah because they are too casual. Okay well the sheer top + skirt combo I would, but that outfit freaking rules (but is it too man repellant? Idk). It's a pretty stupid situation and I have a feeling that I will just end up wearing whatever the hell I feel like. I have no idea of how to dress to attract males. I'm guessing it involves bearing a bit of skin and something form-fitting, but none of the specific males I've managed to attract even like that at all... Which is good, because I'll be damned if I'm going to dress like that. Pretty sure my black tutu dress is all good, because Sarah and Lisa believe it's "very me", and also New Guy did almost a triple take when I wore it last. BUT WHAT IF THAT MEANS I LOOKED DERANGED? OMG OFF TO MODERNISM TOWN NOW.
It's fairly sad when you get to the point when modernism makes more sense than things in your actual life.
Another thing to consider which is not modernism and nor is it postmodernism, is how does one dress for an outing with a boy who is interested but can't let himself be interested and you'd prefer if he just got over it and went for it but you've said you can be friends because that seemed like the best option? Idk. I'm not a very casual person even when I only go out with friends. I mean, the recent outfits I've posted I would not even wear out with Sarah because they are too casual. Okay well the sheer top + skirt combo I would, but that outfit freaking rules (but is it too man repellant? Idk). It's a pretty stupid situation and I have a feeling that I will just end up wearing whatever the hell I feel like. I have no idea of how to dress to attract males. I'm guessing it involves bearing a bit of skin and something form-fitting, but none of the specific males I've managed to attract even like that at all... Which is good, because I'll be damned if I'm going to dress like that. Pretty sure my black tutu dress is all good, because Sarah and Lisa believe it's "very me", and also New Guy did almost a triple take when I wore it last. BUT WHAT IF THAT MEANS I LOOKED DERANGED? OMG OFF TO MODERNISM TOWN NOW.
It's fairly sad when you get to the point when modernism makes more sense than things in your actual life.