the one with meh
Most days I don't want to go to uni because I feel that I look awkward and fat. I realise that this is irrational, but it happens. A lot. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that I need to go to do research and if I don't research properly I'll fail and that scares me more than looking fat.
So basically, that whole "good mental health" thing isn't going so well.
I have a piano lesson tomorrow which I'm not looking forward to too much. We did some c-clef reading in aural on Wednesday, and yeah. Let's just say that if my technique and vocal skills were as good as my sight reading, I'd be freaking awesome. But they aren't, and so I am not awesome. Ah well.
So basically, that whole "good mental health" thing isn't going so well.
I have a piano lesson tomorrow which I'm not looking forward to too much. We did some c-clef reading in aural on Wednesday, and yeah. Let's just say that if my technique and vocal skills were as good as my sight reading, I'd be freaking awesome. But they aren't, and so I am not awesome. Ah well.