the one with a saturday
Right. So. Piano lesson was terrible as predicted, had a massive cry about it. It's just really frustrating, because my teacher doesn't have much experience teaching upwards of grade 6. I'm doing grade 7. It irritates me mostly because I am incredibly picky with which pieces I like. I like lyrical songs with a nicely defined melody. Would prefer slow, but faster is okay too. If I could do a grade with just playing music by Schubert, Schumann, Mendelssohn and Liszt I would be happy.
So this morning was not so good, most of today ended up being not so good as well unfortunately. Am getting rather sick of feeling gloomy and bursting into tears all the time. At the moment I feel okay though, well, mostly okay. This is mostly because I currently just do not care. Which works for me, because it's better than feeling like a failure. I am home alone (again. I swear, I'm here by myself five nights out of seven at least), as Bob is "out". Apparently he is going to some fancy place which may or may not be a nightclub, with people one of whom is Colin. This is all I know. It was quite difficult to obtain this amount of information. Ugh boys are so stupid. But like I said, this is okay, because I Do Not Care.
So this morning was not so good, most of today ended up being not so good as well unfortunately. Am getting rather sick of feeling gloomy and bursting into tears all the time. At the moment I feel okay though, well, mostly okay. This is mostly because I currently just do not care. Which works for me, because it's better than feeling like a failure. I am home alone (again. I swear, I'm here by myself five nights out of seven at least), as Bob is "out". Apparently he is going to some fancy place which may or may not be a nightclub, with people one of whom is Colin. This is all I know. It was quite difficult to obtain this amount of information. Ugh boys are so stupid. But like I said, this is okay, because I Do Not Care.