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Mar 11, 2006 11:37

I hate this feeling!! Why do I get this jealous??? I'm not afraid of losing you, but I despise it when I head that two of my best friends like you as much as I do. God knows, I love my girls to death but I feel threatened by them for some reason. Asher's is so pretty and you've liked her before we even started dating. She is flirtatious by ( Read more... )

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nat_elvo March 12 2006, 02:48:14 UTC
sorry but you say you would never lose a friend over a guy HA!
and the fact that everyone is trying to "break" you guys up - i gave up its your own lives to ruin and well ever since you stopped talking to your so called mates i so stop being that so called mate

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pixiebell07 March 13 2006, 00:13:31 UTC
Natty.... I would talk to you but I never see you online anymore... it's not that I didn't ever want to talk to you again... I know that you did everything that you did because you cared about me and didn't want me to get hurt. I saw something in him that I hadn't ever seen before and we've almost been together for four months... I wish I had all my friends again but my life is literally falling apart! My parents hate me and have daily threatened to kick me out of my house, Kristen's ditched me for her new best friends and lied about her being grounded so I would stop calling her, and then all my friends are all of a sudden going on about how they like Matt and go around behind my back saying that. Matt's told me all about those conversations that you gave me and he knew that he had done it...but it was only the day after he had asked me out and he had been drunk so he didn't know what he was doing. No one's told me that he's done anything else like that and I trust him....I know you don't and quite frankly, I don't blame you. I ( ... )

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nat_elvo March 13 2006, 14:59:40 UTC
ive been online when your there! i doubt your parents hate you! and well maybe Kristen thinks you dropped her when you got a boy and if they like matt let them its their life and if he likes you enough he would ignore them kinda if you know what i mean like say i have Chesley i just wanna be your friend sorta attitude
Drunk is an excuse! when people are drunk they tend to let out the real them! like me i go loud as hell!
Chesley trust is such a big thing be carefull who you give it too
Im here all the time Chesley i wouldnt not let anyone speak to me i can be very blunt tho and thats why im hated

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pixiebell07 March 13 2006, 15:17:58 UTC
I don't care if you're blunt with me...sometimes I need it, I know. And I've never hated you, even after everything that happened... I just want all my friends back like it used to be but I guess it can't be that way because people grow up and change...

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smile_innocent March 15 2006, 00:19:18 UTC
Okay, Listen Chelsey. I don't care, anymore about anything about relationships, guys, or whatever. I've NEVER in my life been boy crazy and wanting a guy.. so you could just stop with the whole.. thing about me, nothing will happen.

Lovely, Yimin showed me this lj entry and frankly I don't care, You could go on talking about me, 'cause its pointless. I already have rumor's about me at school, it can't get anyworse. Ya know? I'm not your enemy, you've got to realise it. Your turning into a pointless paranoid, you just don't see it. :D I use to be boyfriend crazy, it never got me anywhere AT all. I'm into Doug always have since I was 13. Nobody else, except him!! ♥

Doug and I are getting back together in the summer or earlier so it doesn't really matter. You should have knew how I felt, if ya have a problem just tell it too my face, I hate people hiding things about me. I don't really like any guy like that except for Doug.

Yimin and I have already talked about this and let me say that you need to stop being soo I'm soo upset the ( ... )

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pixiebell07 March 15 2006, 14:21:32 UTC
Asher's I think you are absolutely beautiful so don't even go about how you aren't:PI knew that you still liked Doug but I'm psycho girlfriend remember?:P If I cared about you reading this, I wouldn't have posted it. I was just so mad that everyone was going around behind MY back saying that they all of a sudden had a crush on Matt and they weren't even going to bother telling me about it in the first place. I love you like a sister and I know I don't need to lose you as well as everyone else in my life. I never thought me and Kristen wouldn't ever speak again but I guess I was wrong. I also hate it whenever someone goes around behind my back saying things and I got hurt and when I get hurt, I write down my feelings no matter what. It's my way of getting over something. I dunno why, but it's been like that ever since I have been a little kid, so there!:P I'm normally not a blunt person but right then I was because of the way I was feeling. That's just the way I was feeling when I wrote that and then I realized that I didn't ( ... )

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smile_innocent March 15 2006, 18:34:43 UTC
Oh yes, pretty. Blah! If only you knew me awhile ago. ♥ I'll show ya tonight me, if ya wanna see it. haha! Its in my brothers files, I'm WAY WAY WAY WAY too ashamed of it. :D You wanna know something, I have glasses now.. I wear sometimes when I feel like it. ^o) AND to say more, at school people find me, snobbish 'cause I don't talk that much. Blah! Its the damn truth.

You just need to stop being paranoid, it hasn't got ya anywhere has it? Well, hun! I told ya! =P I'll explain to ya later the crush thing, I don't want the whole world knowing that. If the school computers hasn't blocked myspace, I'll leave a message other then that. I'll tell ya when I get home or you can text my mobile from msn and I'll reply back to ya when I get too the gym after school, Nextel doesn't work in the school so.. Erm. You can choose which one. I shouldn't be back home until like, 3:05 'cause I get out of school at 2:25 and I won't be home until 3:05 because I'm riding home with Taylor. :P She has to drop Sam off as well.. and I'm closer too.. Taylor ( ... )

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pixiebell07 March 15 2006, 19:54:34 UTC
You are too gorgeous:P And it doesn't matter if you act snobby:P People accuse me of doing that too and I don't give a shit^_^. If they don't like it, I tell them to shove it:P ( ... )

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