I hope your happy. I'm struggling pretty badly right now and I feel lost. I'm not sure what the future holds anymore. I used to know but everything feels really confusing. Am I suppose to drop out to become a professional special effects artist? Or am I suppose to get continue with this degree in English. If I choose the special effects i know my ( Read more... )

Sleep tickles up my spine ( Read more... )

The words burst from my mind, exploding out of me in colors bright and small ( Read more... )

I'm home for the weekend right now, pretty exhausted from school and dealing with the family. My brother expect me to clean up after them like I did in the past. It pisses me off that I can tell how messy the house is with out me there to clean. It's like no body gives a shit that everything is just dropped. My mom is in to much pain to clean and ( Read more... )

I've been eating like a god damn pig A PIG I SAY. It was awful, I feel terrible. I have no energy and I ache like crazy ( Read more... )

Yeah I didn't work out on day fifteen I'm afraid I was really tired because I came home very late so instead I went to bed. I wanted to work out but ugh no energy ( Read more... )

As I sit here scratching my wee chihuahua Abby I realize who I'm going to miss the most while I'm away at college. I'm going to miss Abby, Freya and Pixie the most. Shaun and my parents can come and see me but the dogs rarely make long trips. I have to get a daily dose of animal contact or I become so starved for it I cry when I pet a dog. When I ( Read more... )

So the convention was loads of fun. We didn't stay the two days as planned because of money issues but we had fun either way. Heather and I sat in on a Sailor Moon panel which was amazing. There were girls dressed up as the senshi and even a little bitty chibi moon cosplayer. This con was a lot bigger then the last one I went to but it had less ( Read more... )

I haven't had to wonder if Shaun loved me for a long time. A lot of people say to me "You are young don't tie yourself down." or "He's so different from you. You are two completely different people why do you stay with him ( Read more... )

So many books I want. I need more book shelves. Actually I need a whole room dedicated to books. Heather and I are working on a Spell-A-Day book. I write the gist of the spell, she helps me with the chants and the ingredients. I have heaps of books dedicated to what I can use in what type of spell so this shall be helpful. I may actually turn it ( Read more... )