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ugh, im so fucking menstrual its insane
and sick... for no reason
just out of the blue i have this throat problem for days
then yesterday i had killer cramps
needless to say, i havent left my bed in like 5 days except to say goodbye to greg last night
and im pissy and depressed
i want to see everyone and no one at the same time
im lonely but i want to hide
i miss grace but i dont want to see her unless i can be happy about it
i hate long island and i hate smith
i want to go back but i want to stay
i want to eat but i will hate myself if i do and i have no appetite
i have nothing to do all day but read every book ive ever owned and watch the worlds worst tv
people are canceling on me left and right
which pisses me off but then im sort of glad because i dont want to make myself cheery and presentably anyway
and probably none of this is how i really feel at all
but im as menstrual as a kathy comic and i want to never go to sleep and also to never wake up
and sick... for no reason
just out of the blue i have this throat problem for days
then yesterday i had killer cramps
needless to say, i havent left my bed in like 5 days except to say goodbye to greg last night
and im pissy and depressed
i want to see everyone and no one at the same time
im lonely but i want to hide
i miss grace but i dont want to see her unless i can be happy about it
i hate long island and i hate smith
i want to go back but i want to stay
i want to eat but i will hate myself if i do and i have no appetite
i have nothing to do all day but read every book ive ever owned and watch the worlds worst tv
people are canceling on me left and right
which pisses me off but then im sort of glad because i dont want to make myself cheery and presentably anyway
and probably none of this is how i really feel at all
but im as menstrual as a kathy comic and i want to never go to sleep and also to never wake up