125- In Security
... I think I'm out another roommate. To her credit, she was here more than two days before she disappeared. I suppose it's just as well, what with all the disease going around.
But I'm not worried about all that. It'll take more than a single-celled organism or some uppity virus to take me out of commission!
[Private//Hackable if you're that damn nosy, it'll be fixed soon]
It greatly disturbs me to think that I would be greatly relieved to see Ha-chan's bloodied corpse laying beside my bed again. On the other hand I'm worried I've become too used to not having to see that gruesome sight. If I recoil in terror, would that hurt her feelings? Wait, no, she'd be dead. She wouldn't care. ...Right? It's always so hard to tell with her...
And I keep worrying about how those two are managing to get anything done without me, even though I know my temporal existence here is supposed to be moot. ... Or something like that. I mean, if nothing's happening back home while I'm here, does that mean a whole year of my life has been wasted here accomplishing nothing? ... Come to think of it, wasn't my situation back home similar to the one I'm faced with now?
I hadn't had much time to think about it until I got here, but... I was stuck on that island, wasn't I? Yeah, Elgala and I just washed up there, I remember that. Then my Lord came and... Next thing I remember I'm alone with that damned priest running for my life or whatever it was he wanted. Argh. And somehow I wound up here right? Since my Lord was here in the City not long after I showed up, I guess I just never thought about all that too hard, but... Did I get left there...? Did I get left here, too...?
... I think I need to stop thinking so much about all of this.
But I'm not worried about all that. It'll take more than a single-celled organism or some uppity virus to take me out of commission!
[Private//Hackable if you're that damn nosy, it'll be fixed soon]
It greatly disturbs me to think that I would be greatly relieved to see Ha-chan's bloodied corpse laying beside my bed again. On the other hand I'm worried I've become too used to not having to see that gruesome sight. If I recoil in terror, would that hurt her feelings? Wait, no, she'd be dead. She wouldn't care. ...Right? It's always so hard to tell with her...
And I keep worrying about how those two are managing to get anything done without me, even though I know my temporal existence here is supposed to be moot. ... Or something like that. I mean, if nothing's happening back home while I'm here, does that mean a whole year of my life has been wasted here accomplishing nothing? ... Come to think of it, wasn't my situation back home similar to the one I'm faced with now?
I hadn't had much time to think about it until I got here, but... I was stuck on that island, wasn't I? Yeah, Elgala and I just washed up there, I remember that. Then my Lord came and... Next thing I remember I'm alone with that damned priest running for my life or whatever it was he wanted. Argh. And somehow I wound up here right? Since my Lord was here in the City not long after I showed up, I guess I just never thought about all that too hard, but... Did I get left there...? Did I get left here, too...?
... I think I need to stop thinking so much about all of this.