i wish i could organize my thoughts or feelings on a regular basis. i don't even know what's goood for me anymore. i'm no longer qualified to make decision about my own life. how sad is that? i just wish i could establish where i was going and what i wanted. there was a time i knew this so well, but i'm just such a different person now. it's almost ( Read more... )

did i mention that i'm a creep? i need help.

it's getting impressive how easily i can complicate my life. i wish i could win olympic gold medal in that.

it's my 21st birthday tomorrow...i'm going to be drunk drunk drunk...

why snow, why?

really though, what the fuck have i ever done wrong? nothing that deserves this...

i'm so restless right now. i have tons of homework to be & i'm just not. i can't concentrate. there are too many things that are going on right now that i just don't understand. and if i don't understand them, i can't fix them. who can i count on ( Read more... )

god, i need a drink....

i'm amazed. the summer is pretty much over and it was very much painless. i expected it to be horrible. i finished my classes, went away a lot, and had lots of fun. i'm leaving work early today to meet up with twigs at DCI semi-finals tonight. i have't seen her outside a drum corp setting all summer.then tomorrow shaggy is finally coming home!! and ( Read more... )

ok, i really don't like some people. i just don't get it. like, what the hell is your problem? i'm agitated.ahhh!! i don't like people. i hate livejournals ( Read more... )