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i wish i could organize my thoughts or feelings on a regular basis. i don't even know what's goood for me anymore. i'm no longer qualified to make decision about my own life. how sad is that? i just wish i could establish where i was going and what i wanted. there was a time i knew this so well, but i'm just such a different person now. it's almost incredible how much i've changed. i just feel like i need something that's a constant in my life, but i don't know what that is yet.