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last week was a really bad week. i missed a lot of classes and just didnt feel like doing anything but sleep. i friend of mine ive known since i was 6 passed away and it was just really hard on me. im doing better now. its fall break and this past weekend was my last weekend at harris teeter. i dont know what im going to do about money but ill figure it out. ive been thinking about a lot and one thing i miss about ecu is the fact that i constantly had a friend near me to hang out with or to just be there for me. but here i dont really have that. it seems like a struggle to hang out with any of my friends. i really wish my friends here were around me as much as the people at ecu, but this is a bigger a town and not like ecu at all. i dont have any constant friends just people that pop up every so often. it kinda makes me sad.