Nov 12, 2007 19:59
school is kicking my ass. its not that its hard, because most of the classes i am taking are pretty easy. its just that i keep getting behind on everything. I was supposed to do a presentation today but failed to make it to class. luckily there are two others days i can present. the project is on community awareness and since i know so much about cystic fibrosis i decided to use that topic. im finally starting some of my junior level classes next semester. actually three out of five are junior level so next semester is probably going to kick my ass. im not looking forward to it.
im beginning to really hate my landlords and my house. im already wanting to move and i havent even gotten through half the lease. i just need to keep my chin up and focus on all the good things about this house. this is the second week in a row that i forgot to take the trash out. i always forget and when i hear the loud trucks outside in the morning im like shit i did it again.
i went to greenville yesterday with my friend. his band was playing at some kind of church service. i helped him bring in his gear and peaced out because i had no intention of going to the church service. i would rather see my friends in town. i didnt get home until late and that is probably why my presentation didnt get done.
and not to be so vague but i started chasing after something that i was unsure of. found out that chasing after this was making me go crazy so i decided to stop. its something that i want so bad, something that i have wanted for awhile now. i didnt seem to be making any progress anyways. i need to focus on school right now too. i dont need any more distractions then i already have.