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ive been having real issues lately and i just dont know how to deal with them. im becoming a person that i used to hate but i dont seem to care at all. ive just been living for the moment with no regrets, maybe thats not the best way to live life but i dont care. it seems im only happy when im with my friends and when im by myself im completely miserable. im trying to get another student loan to pay for living expenses for the rest of the semester because im prob about to quit a job ive been at for 4 years. i dont want to work there i dont want to work period right now. but i need money. im thinking about starting therapy again, i think i need it. im all fucked up and i keep spending money i dont have. i keep doing things i dont need to be doing. i need to focus more on school, theres so much i need to be doing as far as school work goes but i can never focus my attention on the school work. i have so much going on through my head that i get so easily distracted.