Nov 01, 2005 10:31
damn i wish stuff was like it was before. i dont want a serious man or girl rightnow. ive been through too much for that right now. once youre out of a bad relationship youre not as upset and you dont feel like youve lost anything much. I know i didnt shed a tear sunday and i fel ta lot better...like a weight had been lifted or a raincloud had dissipated.
I just wanna chill, mingle and have fun. If i wanna see him i can, if i dont want to, i dont have to. A person with their own place to live, own car, own cellphone. I dont wanna feel obligated to any one person i realized im too young for that i still got life to live. Once i do get ready to settle down which wont be until after graduation im gonna pick the person i described in my last entry. A guy like Yule would be okay, or a nice female with the same qualities. He doesnt.
I wanna go to Daygo's