Genevieve is so funny...Darren and I woke up this morning to her cooing and ahhing away in her crib...silly girl - it's funny to listen to over the monitor when you can't see what she's doing. And she's so very intent on figuring out her hands and what they do. She sticks out her lips and furrows her brow and wrings them together. It's like the ( Read more... )

Darren's been alcohol free for a few days now, and things are looking good. I'm happy, he's happy. I'm trying hard to not snap at him everytime he critisizes me or makes a comment I don't like. And he's trying not to drink. I will admit I was worried yesterday that he was drinking since I was at his mom's doing laundry, and he really wanted to go ( Read more... )

So he drank all night...and then again this morning ( Read more... )

So D'anne called me, apparently Darren & Jamie are playing pool and neither of them are drinking. I have my doubts, but I guess I'll try to believe. I just can't deal with him when he drinks. He doesn't realize...or maybe he does. And maybe he doesn't like it either, so he drinks more...I don't know. I just have to let it go for now. Get through ( Read more... )

On October 11,  2008 I gave birth to a beautiful little girl, whom her father and I named Genevieve Mae Paget. She was 8lbs 11ozs and 55cms long at birth. She came out screaming with a full head of long dark brown hair. Now she's 7 weeks old, and still has the hair and of course is even bigger. I still cannot beleive she is my daugther. I am still ( Read more... )

So I'm kinda confused but I kinda finally know what I want. I don't know if my boyfriend is a part of that. That's what bites. My plan right now is to save up as much money as I can and get this abortion. Since Darren is being pretty much no help with it.  After that I'm saving up money to get back to BC, which means I need money to get there, and ( Read more... )