The right now...
So I'm kinda confused but I kinda finally know what I want. I don't know if my boyfriend is a part of that. That's what bites. My plan right now is to save up as much money as I can and get this abortion. Since Darren is being pretty much no help with it. After that I'm saving up money to get back to BC, which means I need money to get there, and for a place to live for two months and to live on. Plus I hope to actually find a job BEFORE I head back so it's a little more secure you know.
That and I really have to figure out this probation thing, it's been just over a month since I checked in so I'm probably breached. Boo. Stupid me. Leaving things for years before I get to them.
I also want to go to a couple counselling sessions with Darren and see if that helps any. If it does great, maybe I'll stay a little longer, if it doesn't, then I know I'm doing the right thing.
Right now though, I'm working at Corinthia Liquor and it's nice, I like the work, and I'm learning about wines and such. Which is part of the reason I started this journal, to have a place where I can write down all my notes. First entry (coming soon) will be on the basic differences between the type of grapes used to make the different types of wine. i.e. Chardonnay vs. Cabernet Sauvignon vs. Shiraz etc etc etc.
Anyways....I should get ready for work now. If I don't I won't bring a dinner for myself and Darren's always to tired or lazy to bring me anything.
Peace out for now
S
That and I really have to figure out this probation thing, it's been just over a month since I checked in so I'm probably breached. Boo. Stupid me. Leaving things for years before I get to them.
I also want to go to a couple counselling sessions with Darren and see if that helps any. If it does great, maybe I'll stay a little longer, if it doesn't, then I know I'm doing the right thing.
Right now though, I'm working at Corinthia Liquor and it's nice, I like the work, and I'm learning about wines and such. Which is part of the reason I started this journal, to have a place where I can write down all my notes. First entry (coming soon) will be on the basic differences between the type of grapes used to make the different types of wine. i.e. Chardonnay vs. Cabernet Sauvignon vs. Shiraz etc etc etc.
Anyways....I should get ready for work now. If I don't I won't bring a dinner for myself and Darren's always to tired or lazy to bring me anything.
Peace out for now
S