on a personality basis...i'm falling. and falling hard.

so scary to think that i could actually LET a guy knock down this wall that i've took 5 months to build up

i guess it would be easy for him to do because he's helping me realize not all guys are bad.

fuuuck

i've been real hurt by my last love. to the point where i am forcing me to find flaws about every guy i meet. it's almost sad how anti relationship i am, only because i refuse to get hurt again, don't think i'm gonna let myself like someone for a long time, it's gonna take someone truly spectacular to unlock this gate, barricade, and knock down the ( Read more... )

wow someone hasn't updated in a very long time, and that someone would be...me ( Read more... )

The Face
1. Do you like the shape of your face?: yes
2. What color are your eyes?: brown
3. Is your hair nice?: yes
4. Do you have your ears peirced?: yes
5. Are you comfortable with your nose?: yes
6. Would you ever get lip injection?: no
7. Do you wear make-up?: yes
8. What face wash do you use?: clean & clear
9. How long are you eyelashes?: long with ( Read more... )

so...i havent updated, and im gonna update something that i think is really weird but very me, and i'm not ashamed of telling it.

SO! i've gotten hurt one to many times in the past so i've let God take over my love life, and when I pray at night I ask for him to not let me fall for any guy other than the one that's right for me...well then there was ( Read more... )

i want a second job. mainly retail at the mall so i only have to work like one day a week and still get a discount for the clothes i picked up an extra 5 hour shift day at work (hey its 50 bucks...) so instead of working 23 hours i'm working 28.  i just want a second job...i was thinking some place at new symrna?! thats far though. ugh ( Read more... )

blonde moment of the night? realizing 2 hours after my shower that i didnt wash the conditioner out of my hair....

got a new phone and phone number today, its a pre paid before my contract with cingular is up then  i'm switching to tmobile....my old phone broke :( i broke it. haha

what an amazing weekend....

:)

I love this show America's Next Top Model. it's so emotional, i'm in love with the models & their stories...again, emotional and you can relate very well ( Read more... )

Life comes at you fast. Learned this saying officialy....today. That, and when Ashton and I broke up (man dealing with this is difficult)

So, had another good day - woke up, went to brandis her and I made lunch, then she took me home, I went to the gym to swim, swam a couple of laps (im gonna try and get really good) then layed out for an hour, came ( Read more... )

talk about one of the most relaxing days of my life....it was such a great day i enjoyed it so much. woke up, went to the gym burned 50 cal on the treadmil...haha, did some ab crunches, leg presses and chest presses then changed into my bathing suit swam a couple of laps then got out of the pool and laid out till i was completely dry (you get a ( Read more... )