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talk about one of the most relaxing days of my life....it was such a great day i enjoyed it so much. woke up, went to the gym burned 50 cal on the treadmil...haha, did some ab crunches, leg presses and chest presses then changed into my bathing suit swam a couple of laps then got out of the pool and laid out till i was completely dry (you get a good healthy looking tan that way) then i came home, made hot dogs and scalloped potatos, then took a shower then went to work and worked with the greatest people i'll ever know. didn't spend a single penny today and i loved it. i love this whole independence thing!!! yay! gosh today was relaxing you have no idea. I'm so afraid of being cut from my work after 16 weeks - josh says i wont but you never know...i am just part time seasonal :( gosh i love my job. so i serously have started to notice my cases of OCD. check it - if i start anything written, wether it be notes for school, my folder of reps and lead numbers at work, or a calender of mine...i HAVE to use the same ink color throughout hte whole thing or i flip out, i would literally refuse to not right it down untill i get the ink color i started with. i can not - it is impossible for me to fall asleep in my bed without me taking a shower first. tonight i tried and literally could not do it...i can't even think about it. I want to start playing nintendo again and i want my dvd player fixed!!!!! i'm afraid to fall asleep cause i had another nightmare last night which totally scared me! eeeek. can't wait for friday! new symrna beach with brandi & lauren at the timeshare!! YAY! and my favorite bar got freaking busted for underage drinking. super gay, now i gotta find a new plaaace. actually i've been sober a good 3 weeks now. i miss my friday night escapades but i guess sitting at home and doing nothing is fun too.