ticking away
so lately i've been feeling kind of down... about college, about what i want to do with my life, about the future in general . i'm sure everyone can relate when i say that i wish there was a button you could push to tell you what direction to go in. personally, i feel pretty lost. there's so much i want to do that i don't want to make a wrong move now and end up missing some of it. just how the heck do you commit yourself to one career? i don't know how people do it. i really don't.
but the past couple days have done a really good job distracting me. yesterday andy and i finally went to six flags. it was a way fun. it was so nice having the independence to go down there by ourselves, to go wherever in the park we wanted, to leave when we wanted... the last time i went was about two years ago, when we were still dreaming of the day we got our licenses. sigh. we're really growing up, aren't we? but anyway, i really like spending time with that kid. he's a good one. definitely.
then today was awesome. i had such a good time. my goodness. we had a band officers' meeting from 9-12 am, and then myself, kate, jenny, cindy, christina, and rich went to lunch and ac moore, and they all came back to my house (plus kansler and later abby) to make officer t-shirts for band camp. most of them were here until 9 tonight. we'd never really hung out before, but i think we all just click really well...i'm really, really looking forward to next year now. between band and nhs, things will be awesome. i'm actually excited about some aspect of school? that's unheard of.
but really, summer is beginning to end, so it's time to squeeze in some last minute craziness. let's do everything we can think of in the time we have left. i dare you.
p.s.
we're fucking seniors.
seriously.
but the past couple days have done a really good job distracting me. yesterday andy and i finally went to six flags. it was a way fun. it was so nice having the independence to go down there by ourselves, to go wherever in the park we wanted, to leave when we wanted... the last time i went was about two years ago, when we were still dreaming of the day we got our licenses. sigh. we're really growing up, aren't we? but anyway, i really like spending time with that kid. he's a good one. definitely.
then today was awesome. i had such a good time. my goodness. we had a band officers' meeting from 9-12 am, and then myself, kate, jenny, cindy, christina, and rich went to lunch and ac moore, and they all came back to my house (plus kansler and later abby) to make officer t-shirts for band camp. most of them were here until 9 tonight. we'd never really hung out before, but i think we all just click really well...i'm really, really looking forward to next year now. between band and nhs, things will be awesome. i'm actually excited about some aspect of school? that's unheard of.
but really, summer is beginning to end, so it's time to squeeze in some last minute craziness. let's do everything we can think of in the time we have left. i dare you.
p.s.
we're fucking seniors.
seriously.