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So everything is very frusterating right now. I hate feeling like a rag doll that gets used only when someone is bored....but thats exactly what I feel like. It makes me want to cry for hours. I just want him to like me so much, but I know that he doesnt, and I know that thinking that he will wont make it happen either. Its so frusterating to me. Why doesnt he like me? Whats wrong with me? Can someone please tell me so I wont sit here for hours thinking about it. Blah and why do I even care so much? Grrrr I hate this. I cant wait to graduate and get out of here. Tomorrow is the Faint show, and I cant freaking wait for it.....seriously, I need it. Damn....Im done.