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[pinkangel19687]

With all the time that I've had to myself lately, I've been asking myself a lot of questions.  I've been having a lot of bad days again...it's because my family has been treating me like shit, but I've tried to ignore them!  I'm in a good mood, but I've had a bad day.  I've learned to ignore the crap that's thrown at me every day.

• I know that God has a plan for me, but why would He put me through all of this??  This can't really be in His plan, can it?  He wouldn't really put one of His children through all this, would he? 
  
• God's supposed to care about us.  He's supposed to be our Father.  I know that most fathers would do everything in their power to not let their children get hurt.  God lets us get hurt.  He is pretty much the one who hurts us, since He rules the world and all.  Why??  Why would He do that to us?

I know that I'm the only one who can answer these questions, and only over time.  I think I may have found an answer to them.

God does let bad stuff happen to everyone.  But He's trying to teach us that, no matter how much people love us, no matter how much they try to protect us, badd stuff with ALWAYS happen.  It's just a part of life.  He can't keep us from living, even if that means it sucks sometimes.  I mean, not everything's easy.  He never promised that.  We just gotta believe that it'll get better with time, because of Him.  Because He cares enough to help us and heal us.

So, I'd really love some comments or emails or something!  I'm so bored!!!!!!!!

♥ Jennifer