Umm...
I hope I told you guys not to get too used to me being happy because it
would be over as soon as it started. Well, it's over!! My family
has been ignoring me, well, more like neglecting me. I don't
think I've said more than 5 words to my entire family in the past
week. How sad is that??
I miss the family I used to have. The one I had two years ago. Where we loved each other, talked to each other daily, told each other stuff, ate dinner together, were a normal family! All of my friends families seem to be that way. I wish I could just go back in time, to when everything was simple and carefree. And normal!
But what is normal?!? I mean, obviously not something that I know anymore. Maybe I never knew. But at least I was once close! Now, I'm about as far from normal as you can get!!
It's really sad. All I do is sit around the house by myself, watching movies or listening to music. Reading stupid articles in magazines(ask me anything about the whole Tom Cruise/Katie Holmes relationship and I'll know it!). Writing (some poetry, but mostly in my journal). Or emailing people that I know will never reply back (AKA Jake, Jamie, Emma, Amber).
Wow!! Reading this, I realize I need to get a life. Or at least some friends. Gotta go!!
♥ Jennifer
I miss the family I used to have. The one I had two years ago. Where we loved each other, talked to each other daily, told each other stuff, ate dinner together, were a normal family! All of my friends families seem to be that way. I wish I could just go back in time, to when everything was simple and carefree. And normal!
But what is normal?!? I mean, obviously not something that I know anymore. Maybe I never knew. But at least I was once close! Now, I'm about as far from normal as you can get!!
It's really sad. All I do is sit around the house by myself, watching movies or listening to music. Reading stupid articles in magazines(ask me anything about the whole Tom Cruise/Katie Holmes relationship and I'll know it!). Writing (some poetry, but mostly in my journal). Or emailing people that I know will never reply back (AKA Jake, Jamie, Emma, Amber).
Wow!! Reading this, I realize I need to get a life. Or at least some friends. Gotta go!!
♥ Jennifer