May 21, 2004 14:30
Alright. I've been feeling a lot better ever since I vented last class. I let out all that lingering badness and just let it flow. I feel better now...sorta.
Times are getting harder for me. I've just been wandering around, like a ghost. My home life isn't too good right now. My mom is being really mean to me, she wants to send me to some christian school in Brentwood to straighten me up. I can't leave AGAIN. I mean, I am just starting to warm up to Deer Valley and all the sudden I am suppose to be torn out of here? NO! She did that to me already and it was the hardest move I ever had to do. I left my home, my friends, my everything. I even lost my best friends...I don't talk to them anymore. And suddenly I am suppose to do it again? NO.NO.NO. I don't want to go anywhere. I am tired of moving around like a damn sailor, I AM SICK OF IT.
Than my step dad keeps trying to warn me about the opposite sex. Well daddy dearest, I can take care of myself, thank you very much. Besides, I have a really good right hook ;)
I just don't know. God, Why the fuck can't I just be happy? Jeezus.