And so we commence day 2 of not purging
Eh. It feels weird. I hate it. And I need to not look at my scale anymore. Haha "It feels weird. I hate it"! How messed up am I, that normal eating behaviors feel weird? That not throwing up feels weird?
I'm going to have a really difficult next few weeks. I really want to stop, but I know there's no easy way to do it. I might mess up, but I guess I'm just praying that I don't mess up too bad or too often.
Wish me luck!
Regards,
Amanda
I'm going to have a really difficult next few weeks. I really want to stop, but I know there's no easy way to do it. I might mess up, but I guess I'm just praying that I don't mess up too bad or too often.
Wish me luck!
Regards,
Amanda