Oct 07, 2009 02:08
I feel so used. Who fucked up what could have happened to me? What did I ever do to deserve a major pay cut? I'm good at what I do and I like to work. I sell the most at my store, I always work and I do it well. I don't get in trouble. I don't cause trouble. I'm not always happy, but who is? I'm going from 45 hours to 13. Why does it have to be so drastic? I just don't understand at all. Why can't they make me full-time? Why can't I work at Dave's store as assistant? But, wait! I do know the answer. Blockbuster sucks and is going under anyway. Who the fuck needs them?!
I really wish I could focus on school. There really isn't anything else going on in my life. I just don't feel like doing it. I understand you have to force yourself, but I can't motivate myself to do ANYTHING.