Jul 11, 2009 01:06
ok. I knew this would happen. I'm sad again. But, I still think yesterday was really awesome. He told me that he meant to apologize for it. Anyway, I was talking to a customer and she said does his family have racial issues? I said he was a military brat. I guess that doesn't mean anything. She also said that he could be just using me until "the one" comes along. I need to talk to him. I just wish he would do what I told him to do and just tell me that he doesn't like me. That would make everything better. I would figure out a way to get over him. She also asked me what I wanted in a relationship with him. I was like I'm not looking to get married. That's why I can't understand what the big deal is. I just want to hang out with him and talk to him and be there for him like I was yesterday. He's the same way. If I ask him to come visit me, he does-so I repaid him. He confuses me so bad. I don't know what to do.