So, it's been forever since I last updated...Almost 6 months to be exact ( Read more... )

I went and saw the AIDS quilt, which was being shown at my school, on Wednesday. It really affected me. Growing up with an uncle who was gay and had AIDS was something that had to be kept a secret, said my family. I learned that fact early on, and I though it was something that everyone did, keeping it a secret. Seeing the quilt and the people it ( Read more... )

It's funny, all the shit I've been through these past few years.....you'd think life would cut me a break. Obviously not! Last night came in pretty close 3rd to being ones of the worst nights of my life...But it's almost expected now, anything that happens, will happen to me. It just wait and wait for the bottom to drop and it always does. I look ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that I didn't have to be so strong all the time. I think this czc college camp thing in May might be really good for me. Maybe I can rest my back from the load that I carry every day. It's funny how easy it is to fool everyone into thinking that I'm fine. There's very few people who can see through my facade ( Read more... )

It's funny how a series of events can change the course of your life without you even realizing it at first. Camp this weekend was one that cannot be described with words. Each time I leave, I find myself thinking about how long till the next camp.

Any way, I'm changing my major today. I'm becoming a psychology major because I want to go into ( Read more... )

I felt this was befitting since Halloween is on Monday...

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Hey everyone ( Read more... )

   It's weird. I can feel myself changing. I'm starting to see parts of me that I haven't seen since my dad passed away. It's a good thing. I lost the carefree, never worried about what other people think, funny kid when he died. It was replaced with a shy, scared, sad girl who wouldn't trust anyone. And it bothered me, but there was nothing I ( Read more... )

I found this song on iTunes by Jo Dee Messina. It stopped me in my tracks....

I came by today to see you
Oh I had to let you know
If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time
I'd have held you and never let go

Oh it's kept me awake nights wondering
Lying in the dark asking why
I've always been told you won't be called home
Until it's your ( Read more... )

I got back from Virginia last night around 10:30ish. It was one of the best weeks of my life. I had such an amazing time volunteering at Comfort Zone Camp. I got a copy of the book that I'm in. The offical release date is on Thursday, so that's pretty exciting. My little buddies were so awesome!

( Comfort Zone Camp )