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There's only one way to settle out how I've been feeling recently, and that's through plus/minus.
+ So far I've done a pretty decent job keeping up with my coursework, although I suspect it will pick up soon and then I will be buried. I'm not really worried as much as excited about this.
+ MSU is 2-0. Michigan is 0-2. Hilarity!
+ The Cowboys won their opener tonight. Shouldn't have to put up 40 to win, though...
+ I've been having a good time hanging out with friends no matter what I'm doing. It feels good that I'm not actually doing anything alone.
- I got my first parking ticket of the year last night. I knew I shouldn't have trusted the good luck streak I was on over the last couple weeks.
- I am definitely not getting enough sleep. Ironic that I should be typing this near 1 am in the morning when I have 8 am concert band tomorrow. Ha. But I just have that much stuff to do, it seems.
- I don't know who to turn to with some of my deeper problems with myself. There are a few people at home I would feel comfortable with, but I'm not as certain in Michigan, and I'm afraid of alienating people, assuming how I perceive myself (annoying at times) is at all accurate.
- Uncertainty. Why shouldn't I trust my friends? This just makes me feel worse about posting dumb and angsty things here. On some level this is definitely still a social problem for me.
So those count up to an even zero. I guess I'm doing fine.
+ So far I've done a pretty decent job keeping up with my coursework, although I suspect it will pick up soon and then I will be buried. I'm not really worried as much as excited about this.
+ MSU is 2-0. Michigan is 0-2. Hilarity!
+ The Cowboys won their opener tonight. Shouldn't have to put up 40 to win, though...
+ I've been having a good time hanging out with friends no matter what I'm doing. It feels good that I'm not actually doing anything alone.
- I got my first parking ticket of the year last night. I knew I shouldn't have trusted the good luck streak I was on over the last couple weeks.
- I am definitely not getting enough sleep. Ironic that I should be typing this near 1 am in the morning when I have 8 am concert band tomorrow. Ha. But I just have that much stuff to do, it seems.
- I don't know who to turn to with some of my deeper problems with myself. There are a few people at home I would feel comfortable with, but I'm not as certain in Michigan, and I'm afraid of alienating people, assuming how I perceive myself (annoying at times) is at all accurate.
- Uncertainty. Why shouldn't I trust my friends? This just makes me feel worse about posting dumb and angsty things here. On some level this is definitely still a social problem for me.
So those count up to an even zero. I guess I'm doing fine.