more school whining - sort of
It got worse. Then it got better. I'm still behind and I'm still sucking hind tit but I'm a little bit consoled when I remind myself that there seem to be people in the class who are worse than I am. I managed to muster some motivation. I just have to get through this. It's uncertain. I don't know if I can pass this class or not; It's just advancing at a rhythm that I can't keep up with; I'm getting farther and farther behind.