the dreamwalker and i spoke of importance and the desperate hunger for it, of the ways we fight for it and our fear of never achieving it.

it was the first time in the weeks we've spoken to one another that i didn't feel completely stupid in his presence, or as if he couldn't wait to close the AIM window and only kept it open because I was a short ( Read more... )

should I just isolate myself from people romantically? because if i'm still not getting it, then i'm a danger to other people and myself, aren't i?
i'm still self-centered, and still doing what i was before.
what am i supposed to do?

Why am I so irritable?

 If I disappeared in some way- whether it was to merely walk out of your life, or to walk off the earth- would you blink?
Would you feel it?
Would you look for me?

what would happen if you found me?