really... are you joking...

Mar 29, 2008 00:22

There's this knot in my stomach, every time i want to get going, maybe it's fear, maybe it's something else. Disbelief, possibly. I can't really help but avoid the big things that seem to be bearing down on me. I was feeling super good yesterday.... then something unbelievably improbable happened and something i've been avoiding like a plague somehow manages to find me in my hour of triumph. It was super disheartening... like i just got cut down to size by the universe again...i like to imagine it saying "take that beeeeeeooooootttttch" like a comic might because that way i can make it into a joke when it's not. Boo universe booo...

side note this song is great i cant stop listening to it.
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