They don't tell you about this part in the relationship brochures
Good things:
being home again, and starting to get organised
sleeping in my own bed (or D's which is close enough - we now have matching pillows so that it doesn't matter)
getting finances organised
finally doing my tax
winding up for a year of army and study
having learned enough about the cricket that D & I can actually enjoy watching it together
making a meal for us and having him genuinely appreciate it even when he's being a cranky stupidhead
Bad:
Having lived in each other's pockets literally and figuratively for the last ten days, we are now cranky and sick of the sight of each other. And our personal admin is all over the place so we are stressed about that. So we are both acting like drama queen stress monkeys.
Having spent 10 days where we yes technically did stuff near each other but mostly actually just keeping out of each others' road makes me feel like we haven't spent any time together, so I want to spend time with him, but still can't stand him just now and want to pick fights over stupid stuff.
He is being stupider because he is in same place so is acting like a stupid boy.
We are both broke. Dead, flat broke. And I lost my wallet, so i can't even access my credit card.
So here is me. I am on the top of my game. I love my life. I am genuinely thrilled about where I am going, and think I might really really be falling for my bananahead boyfriend.
And consequently suddenly full of paranoia that it's all going to go wrong. Fairly sure this is hormonal or fatigue based. Going to drink lots of coffee and exercise some more. That ALWAYS fixes everything.
being home again, and starting to get organised
sleeping in my own bed (or D's which is close enough - we now have matching pillows so that it doesn't matter)
getting finances organised
finally doing my tax
winding up for a year of army and study
having learned enough about the cricket that D & I can actually enjoy watching it together
making a meal for us and having him genuinely appreciate it even when he's being a cranky stupidhead
Bad:
Having lived in each other's pockets literally and figuratively for the last ten days, we are now cranky and sick of the sight of each other. And our personal admin is all over the place so we are stressed about that. So we are both acting like drama queen stress monkeys.
Having spent 10 days where we yes technically did stuff near each other but mostly actually just keeping out of each others' road makes me feel like we haven't spent any time together, so I want to spend time with him, but still can't stand him just now and want to pick fights over stupid stuff.
He is being stupider because he is in same place so is acting like a stupid boy.
We are both broke. Dead, flat broke. And I lost my wallet, so i can't even access my credit card.
So here is me. I am on the top of my game. I love my life. I am genuinely thrilled about where I am going, and think I might really really be falling for my bananahead boyfriend.
And consequently suddenly full of paranoia that it's all going to go wrong. Fairly sure this is hormonal or fatigue based. Going to drink lots of coffee and exercise some more. That ALWAYS fixes everything.