i still dont see how you say we never got anywhere, not that im saying everything was perfect but i thought we got... well i dont know but i wouldnt say we didnt get anywhere. im sorry i couldnt make you happy. im thinking about selling the necklace that I was going to give you for christmas and buy you squishy pillows with the money instead... since i dont think you want a necklace from me anyways. and also you promised you would call me today but you never did, i was thinking maybe you didnt want to deal with me anymore... maybe im just thinking to much but if you dont just tell me you dont want to and ill leave you alone
Well if you haven't noticed, we haven't gotten anywhere in the last few months, im not soo stupid to be the only one who's noticed either. We tried and it didn't work out, you admitted to me yourself that sometimes you just wanna forget and hide the problem, and as long as were together everything will be okay. and Im not goign to be with you to kepp you happy when im not. Two people actually have to be happy with it, and we obviousley couldn't solve the problem, so i did something. I decided i didnt want to be together.
Well... from all that I saw (and I'm not going to say I was there all the time, but I was in a few instances, so this is from my speculation of everything together) you two had quite a few conflicts, but Josh was always pretty good to you and even though he would get jealous and shit, it was never that he treated you like crap like quite a few boyfriends do nowadays. No one has any respect for their girlfriends anymore and Josh respected you and it's just kind of pathetic in a way that you force yourself to reflect on all of the "bad/horrible/shitty times" that you had to experience, when really all you're trying to do is focus on that because you aren't capable of facing the truth, that more than likely, things aren't as horrible as you delude yourself into believing
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Uhm, well first of all im pretty sure Josh only told you some parts and not all. and I really dont ever remember mentioning he was a shitty boyfriend, and he had no respect for me, because I do think he cares and that he was a good boyfriend at points, but i dont think it would work, and i didnt want to try again. I never said it was soo horrible all the time, i said over all i wasn't happy, and its not that i dont give him credit on livejournal, but if you havent noticed, the last few times ive updated, havent really mentioned him or us. I never said i was ungrateful for what he had done, and for trying, i said i was unhappy so i am choosing not to be with him. If you believe that if i dont want to be with him because im unhappy is self-centered then you're wrong, because honestly im not going to make myself unhappy, when i dont have to be. I never said we didn't have good times, and that we didn't try, thats actually my point, we tried, again and again and id ont want to anymore. If he put aside his friends for me, you're saying i
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Hmm, you're calling me naive... when you can't understand that IM FUCKING FOURTEEN YEARS OLD! I dont know what to expect from life, but i am not stupid. I can live and see what is right and wrong. And i can live my life however I want too, so why dont you mind you're own fucking buisness? I mean you seem to have such a problem with it, WHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE WHOLE FUCKING STORY AND CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO COMPREHEND
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Im glad your feeling better hun <333
oh yeh and those pillows friggen rock!!! I have one :D
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