Hmm, you're calling me naive... when you can't understand that IM FUCKING FOURTEEN YEARS OLD! I dont know what to expect from life, but i am not stupid. I can live and see what is right and wrong. And i can live my life however I want too, so why dont you mind you're own fucking buisness? I mean you seem to have such a problem with it, WHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE WHOLE FUCKING STORY AND CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO COMPREHEND!
You fucking brought up the horrible shit, i never said anything. If i fuckign write that i have a good ay, doesnt mean you have to fucking read it, I cant put damn well what i want in my journal, but if i write that i choose not to be with josh because im unhappy, and im focusing on all the bad things, then i can do so. But im not the one writing in their journals, wah I cant trust anyone, wah i hate life, wah everything, jesus. If i write that im sad or pissed off, its because i am, its not liek im dwelling on it for years and years to come. As this whole situation, im trying to forget and move on, and i dont need your fucking approval to do that! I'll date whoever i want, and i dont need you telling me you have a problem if we break up. This isn't fucking about you anyway, its between Josh and I so back the fuck off, you have NO buisness even saying anything about it, and if you think you must interfere and try and make something of yourself, do it somewhere else. No im not 19 and oh so fucking mature as you seem to see yourself, but i cant fucking be, im 14 and im not going to grow up soo fast just to see the rest of the world happy. You don't knwo the whoel fucking story, and you will never, that relationship was between josh and i, so fuck off, cause honestly, i dont want to hear it, its too pathetic..
What you expect from life really has no relevance. I did not say you couldn't do whatever you wanted. And as I said before, I have no desire to comprehend... but you did not read my passage very thoroughly, did you? No... I expected you would not. You are so caught up in debating with people and devising ways on how you can "win" the debate, when really, you've probably forgotten all about what the original subject was. And therefore, even if you *did* win the debate, you've really gained nothing from that victory... which basically nulls the entire concept of debating and the purpose thereof.
And I never asked for pity or sympathy for the things I write in my journal. In fact, if you tried to give me any, I would tell you to shove down your throat and suffocate on it. And unlike you, I come to terms with those things. With all of the loneliness and anger and frustration. You, do not, in the least. You just turn it away and look the other direction, entirely forgetting about the problem, because you are incapable of confronting it directly. Why? There are so many reasons why, I could make an essay, but I shall refrain from doing so...
*Laughs* You're handling this in quite an immature way. Especially since you run away once you have said all that you need to say. And since you are done rambling endlessly and debating... and the moment that you grow weary of it, you think that it is "done" and that is simply not the case. I wonder why you insist upon running away from everything? Hmmm, I think I have an idea as to why, but your flaws are irrelevant, really...
Degrading you because of your age is not the point either, as you cannot obviously seem to grasp along with so many other things. And so, my point being is that if you cannot understand what the point was all along... then why debate over something that you cannot seem to grasp? It's really quite self-defeating, but you are like that, aren't you?
And you should control your anger and frustration in a more conserving manner, for future reference... it is quite sad that you let yourself become so flustered that you digress into typing so frantically, that you cannot even spell the very simplest of words in your inability to control your emotions.
Too pathetic? Wow... the fact that you're even commenting on such a thing, merely shows how angry you are. So see? It does matter... because it affects you and that's all that matters. You just don't get it though, do you? No... I don't expect you to... it is such a sad thing however... that you let yourself lose control so easily and how you become upset so quickly over something so... well, "pathetic" and "meaningless" as you say...
So obviously, that alone proves that it isn't, doesn't it?... hmmm...
Ahh, but you will... of that I am sure. Not now, maybe not tomorrow, but sometime, you will. And don't worry, I have no desire to post any longer... I've come to realize all that I need to and now, well... to annoy you even further would be merely to fluster you and would serve no analytical purpose...
Wait I forgot to add something..You know, i forgot to mention that it was lame that you had to point out my mistakes in spelling, its like you were to pathetic to think of something else to say... and stop acting like you are so much better than me just because im fourteen, remember you got rejected by a fourteen year old, soo dont think you're so much better, or smarter.
You fucking brought up the horrible shit, i never said anything. If i fuckign write that i have a good ay, doesnt mean you have to fucking read it, I cant put damn well what i want in my journal, but if i write that i choose not to be with josh because im unhappy, and im focusing on all the bad things, then i can do so. But im not the one writing in their journals, wah I cant trust anyone, wah i hate life, wah everything, jesus. If i write that im sad or pissed off, its because i am, its not liek im dwelling on it for years and years to come. As this whole situation, im trying to forget and move on, and i dont need your fucking approval to do that! I'll date whoever i want, and i dont need you telling me you have a problem if we break up. This isn't fucking about you anyway, its between Josh and I so back the fuck off, you have NO buisness even saying anything about it, and if you think you must interfere and try and make something of yourself, do it somewhere else. No im not 19 and oh so fucking mature as you seem to see yourself, but i cant fucking be, im 14 and im not going to grow up soo fast just to see the rest of the world happy. You don't knwo the whoel fucking story, and you will never, that relationship was between josh and i, so fuck off, cause honestly, i dont want to hear it, its too pathetic..
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And I never asked for pity or sympathy for the things I write in my journal. In fact, if you tried to give me any, I would tell you to shove down your throat and suffocate on it. And unlike you, I come to terms with those things. With all of the loneliness and anger and frustration. You, do not, in the least. You just turn it away and look the other direction, entirely forgetting about the problem, because you are incapable of confronting it directly. Why? There are so many reasons why, I could make an essay, but I shall refrain from doing so...
*Laughs* You're handling this in quite an immature way. Especially since you run away once you have said all that you need to say. And since you are done rambling endlessly and debating... and the moment that you grow weary of it, you think that it is "done" and that is simply not the case. I wonder why you insist upon running away from everything? Hmmm, I think I have an idea as to why, but your flaws are irrelevant, really...
Degrading you because of your age is not the point either, as you cannot obviously seem to grasp along with so many other things. And so, my point being is that if you cannot understand what the point was all along... then why debate over something that you cannot seem to grasp? It's really quite self-defeating, but you are like that, aren't you?
And you should control your anger and frustration in a more conserving manner, for future reference... it is quite sad that you let yourself become so flustered that you digress into typing so frantically, that you cannot even spell the very simplest of words in your inability to control your emotions.
Too pathetic? Wow... the fact that you're even commenting on such a thing, merely shows how angry you are. So see? It does matter... because it affects you and that's all that matters. You just don't get it though, do you? No... I don't expect you to... it is such a sad thing however... that you let yourself lose control so easily and how you become upset so quickly over something so... well, "pathetic" and "meaningless" as you say...
So obviously, that alone proves that it isn't, doesn't it?... hmmm...
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I'm done, I'm sure we both are glad. :)... bye...
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Wow... that's amazing. That took you four days to make up? Huh, go figure... I'm so proud of you...
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