40 days and 40 nights?
is that what this rain is gonna be? Is it God punishing the wicked? Should I build an ark?
maybe if I was religious...
I really don't like the rain, it always seems to bring out the worst in people. It's as though we feed off the depression of the crappy weather. Everyone seems to be down in their own little ways. However, for once, it's not me. To be honest I couldn't be happier. Being done, officially what with the finals done now, with high school is probably the most relieving feeling I've experienced in quite some time. I don't have that added stress in my life anymore and I like it a lot. With my free time I've started looking up some information about Uconn and I like what I'm seeing. Everytime I look at it, my anticipation grows to attend it. I'm liking the way this summer has started off, save the weather. I have the feeling I'm gonna be making good use of my free time. I have a lot of big plans, but even if most of them weren't to work out I wouldn't be disappointed. I'm just looking to enjoy my life before I leave here. My only complaint right now, honestly, is the moods of others around me. I don't like seeing people down and I'm hoping that we break out of this weather pattern and moods start to brighten up. It's funny I'm looking forward to working and doing all this other stuff with people, yet at the same time I have this overwhelming urge to spend most of my time in my hammock, reading. I really want to rediscover the joy of reading. Back before all this analysis and work that ruined it for me in school. I want to just take in a good book as I relax in my summer days, it's one of my major plans for the summer. Relaxation is something I don't feel I've gotten enough of in my time in high school and it's starting to catch up with me. I need more lazy days, because I never took any during my entire high school career. So I do look forward to working because I need the money, of course when don't I? However, at the same time it'd be great to spend ever good morning waking up and relaxing outside. I'll have plenty of time for that, as soon as the good weather rolls around, which I bet it will in the near future.
Friday is the prom. I won't be going to any and honestly, I'm more relieved than disappointed. Prom is merely a source of drama, always has been, always will be. I still get to spend the night with my friends and enjoy the best part of prom, the after party. We'll have a good time no matter where we go cause that's just our thing. I'm thinking that I'll be home most of that day, maybe I'll start a book that day. Honestly I'm looking forward to not having to dress up or make a presentation of myself to go to a dance where I probably wouldn't have a great time. I don't dance, well not to the music they play there, I don't like the music they play there, and a lot of the people I can do without surrounding myself with. I have the feeling my day is going to be more clearheaded than anyone elses and I'll still have a blast that night.
Tomorrow I'm going to walmart with Lindsey so we can prepare for the art faceoff, it's going to be a good time. I know the weather is going to suck, but we'll make due, Lindsey's cool...
maybe if I was religious...
I really don't like the rain, it always seems to bring out the worst in people. It's as though we feed off the depression of the crappy weather. Everyone seems to be down in their own little ways. However, for once, it's not me. To be honest I couldn't be happier. Being done, officially what with the finals done now, with high school is probably the most relieving feeling I've experienced in quite some time. I don't have that added stress in my life anymore and I like it a lot. With my free time I've started looking up some information about Uconn and I like what I'm seeing. Everytime I look at it, my anticipation grows to attend it. I'm liking the way this summer has started off, save the weather. I have the feeling I'm gonna be making good use of my free time. I have a lot of big plans, but even if most of them weren't to work out I wouldn't be disappointed. I'm just looking to enjoy my life before I leave here. My only complaint right now, honestly, is the moods of others around me. I don't like seeing people down and I'm hoping that we break out of this weather pattern and moods start to brighten up. It's funny I'm looking forward to working and doing all this other stuff with people, yet at the same time I have this overwhelming urge to spend most of my time in my hammock, reading. I really want to rediscover the joy of reading. Back before all this analysis and work that ruined it for me in school. I want to just take in a good book as I relax in my summer days, it's one of my major plans for the summer. Relaxation is something I don't feel I've gotten enough of in my time in high school and it's starting to catch up with me. I need more lazy days, because I never took any during my entire high school career. So I do look forward to working because I need the money, of course when don't I? However, at the same time it'd be great to spend ever good morning waking up and relaxing outside. I'll have plenty of time for that, as soon as the good weather rolls around, which I bet it will in the near future.
Friday is the prom. I won't be going to any and honestly, I'm more relieved than disappointed. Prom is merely a source of drama, always has been, always will be. I still get to spend the night with my friends and enjoy the best part of prom, the after party. We'll have a good time no matter where we go cause that's just our thing. I'm thinking that I'll be home most of that day, maybe I'll start a book that day. Honestly I'm looking forward to not having to dress up or make a presentation of myself to go to a dance where I probably wouldn't have a great time. I don't dance, well not to the music they play there, I don't like the music they play there, and a lot of the people I can do without surrounding myself with. I have the feeling my day is going to be more clearheaded than anyone elses and I'll still have a blast that night.
Tomorrow I'm going to walmart with Lindsey so we can prepare for the art faceoff, it's going to be a good time. I know the weather is going to suck, but we'll make due, Lindsey's cool...