FIC - I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE (AOI X URUHA (MAIN), ? X URUHA, AOIX?) CHAPTER 5
Title: I love the way you lie
Chapters: Chapter 5/?
Author: pesuruhcinta
Genre: Drama, a bit action, romance, smut, and etc
Ratings: R-NC-17
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kazuki, Reita x Uruha
Warning: Boy’s love, a bit blood, fat boy Aoi, arrogant Uruha n etc.
Disclaimer: I will own them someday (their stuffs only not the band mates)
Synopsis: He used to a very fat, fat boy since he was kid until a kind boy told him that he likes him but it didn’t last long because his family moved out to Mie. A few years later, he is one of the top photographers in Japan.
Comment: I wonder in what way I could finish this story quickly.
Chapter 5 - It's not what we want
It’s been 3 days Aoi and Ruki at Kyoto. The event went well and both of them actually enjoyed themselves even though they had to work. Kaito; Eiri’s husband was nice to pay their hotel bill. The raven watched the night scenery from hotel veranda while having a drink with Ruki. A bit chilly but the atmosphere made him felt a bit calm. He still sober but Ruki already drunk and Aoi knew what’s gonna happen when his friend in drunk status. The ice blonde stared at Aoi and smiled like a Cheshire Cat. He then blew his alcoholic breath to the raven causing Aoi almost vomited for real.
“Fuck, Ruki! Urgh! That’s worse.” Aoi cursed when his friend behaved like that. The ice blonde jus continue grinning as his teasing-mission accomplished. “Hey, tell me.” The shprt man talked in drunken state.
“What?” Aoi asked lazily as he drank another sip of his Asahi Super Dry beer.
“Why do you act happily if you’re not happy with your new love?” The question from Ruki made the raven sputtered his beer and coughed; almost spilling the rest on his t-shirt when he heard what Ruki said.
“Wh-what made you saying something like this??!!” His voice changed drastically. He didn’t expect Ruki to comment about his love story with that statement. Honestly, it was right; almost right. “That’s because….ah~ you’re like a bastard crap old man when you works in office. It’s so lame,… ohoho…man, I’m sleepy…” The drunken state was totally controlled Ruki until cause him to fall asleep. Aoi sighed as he couldn’t stand it. Aoi walked out of the room to smoke his cigarette. As he walked from there, at the same time his expression changed. He was silent for a while.
“How could I felt happy if my heart still pinning for him..?” He murmured in slow voice but deep. He bitted his bottom lips; mad to himself for not being honest to himself. Plus, he’s actually cheating Kazuki at the same time.
Fuck… What did I do…? I hate to admit this but after what Ruki said to me, I feel like I made a stupid mistake. Shit! Why I couldn’t forget about Uruha at all?!! He didn’t remember me at all, plus he had changed! He didn’t love me anymore. I should forget about him and try to love Kazuki or else I would hurt him he found that I couldn’t love him like he did….
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It’s already 2 AM and Aoi was walking towards the bar, hoping to get more beer before the night is over. He did get four bottles before he headed back to the room he shared with Ruki, but he didn’t open them. He still thought about what Ruki said. He then walked to other hallway to cool off his feeling. His eyes were attracted by a couple that kept kissing at one of the doors in the hallway. In the space of a second, Aoi’s confusing mood erratically changed into crushing let-me-die-now pain. He was shocked when he saw that Uruha was kissing someone; it’s a… an old man….? Aoi felt weird but at the same time he felt his irritation grow as he knew the old man doing something not good to the honey blonde.
“What are you doing here? It’s way past your bedtime, kid and you too, oyaji (old man).” Aoi said with a pissed off voice. Uruha was shocked when he saw Aoi was stood in front of him. The old man was a bit afraid when the raven glared sharply to him. He quickly went from there leaving Aoi and Uruha alone. The raven looked at the other; it was obvious; Uruha was so angry; really angry. “WTF are you doing?” Uruha cursed. “I never thought to ask you to chase him away!” He pushed the other as he felt pissed off.
“That should be my question. What the hell are you doing? Is that your money wasn’t enough to put in your wallet?” He slammed his bare hand on the wall, trapping Uruha. Angry couldn’t describe Aoi’s feeling like now; it’s more to disappoint.
“I didn’t remember I give permission to insult me freely before! I don’t have a time to play with you. Just go from here!” Uruha successfully freed himself from Aoi and he entered to his hotel room but the raven followed him into the room.
“Wait! I’m not finish yet with you! What’s wrong with you?! Why did you hook up with old men since you don’t need to do it?” Even though Aoi was mad, he still felt concerned about why Uruha went to do something like that. Probably he had problem; who’s know? However, the honey blonde just laughed.
“What’s wrong with me? I think I’m the one that should ask you that question. What’s wrong with you? You’re mad; oh please don’t tell me you’re jealous or maybe you have another reason?” The honey asked in seducing voice as he raised his thigh and rubbed it between Aoi’s legs. Even with that voice and that light touch, it could make Aoi felt hard in a short time. Uruha smiled as he noticed about it.
“I know that… You want me. We’re both needing release. Come, touch me.” The honey blonde slipped his hands underneath Aoi’s shirt and let them roam on his chest. Aoi gently pulled away from his mouth and looked the other in the eyes.
“Do you understand what you’re doing, snobbish model? You’ll have to let me touch you and undress you and do those pervert stuff like that old man just now; is this really okay?!” Aoi rasped, his voice getting hoarse now that he’s turned on even more. He saw the hunger in Uruha’s eyes growing. He kissed the raven’s lips again.
“It doesn’t matter as long you give me something.” He whispered to Aoi’s ear and slipped Aoi’s shirt off of him. Aoi groaned and pushed Uruha to lie on the bed as he crawled over to position himself above the other. Aoi kissed Uruha hungrily like he’s always wanted to and tore off his clothes in the frenzy of his passion until all that was left were his boxer. From the honey blonde’s mouth he moved on to his neck, and then he traced his tongue on the skin of his milky stomach. He stopped to play with Uruha’s belly button but that proved too ticklish for Uruha because she pushed Aoi to a sitting position and sat on Aoi’s lap, touching her chest to his as he pushed him deeper into the backrest of the fluffy pillow. Uruha gave a small squeak as he could feel Aoi’s erection through his trousers at his own ass. The raven turned Uruha so the honey blonde could lean his back on his chest as he sat on his lap. His right hand squeezed his chest while his left hand moved to touch the other’s most sensitive spot and proceeded to rub his shaft there. It was warm but with his touching it through the fabric of Uruha’s boxer, it became very soaked. Uruha gasped and moaned.
“Aoi… Please, stop torturing me. Ahhh…ahn…” Uruha struggled between his heavy breathing and turned his head to kiss Aoi dirtily. Aoi also struggled to keep his mind clear between his irregular pants for air. Their warm breath touched each other’s face and neck as they danced a duel with their tongues. The raven haired stopped rubbing Uruha’s dick, hooked one finger at the edge of his boxer and slid it off with finesse. Then he inserted two fingers into the other, making the honey blonde moan louder with his expert stimulation.
“Ahhh…Ahn… Aoi… Dirty me over and over please~ Ahh…” Uruha moaned but Aoi silenced the other with his kisses again. He stimulated the honey blonde again but with a more intense technique, making the sexy toes curl and his hips buck in protest of the exquisite pleasure. Aoi’s tongue delved deeper into Uruha’s mouth and his right arm held the honey blonde in place as he felt that the other was nearing climax. Uruha became a shivering wreck and suddenly he felt an explosion of his senses, and the pressure built at his lower abdomen finally cease.
“Ahhhh! Aoi!” He screamed when he felt that explosion in her core. It was the first time he ever reached orgasm in ‘pleasure way’. Aoi gasped for air and panted. Both of them were sweating profusely. Uruha leaned his back on Aoi’s chest, turned his neck and kissed Aoi at the nape of the other’s neck.
“I like this… Aoi; what you’ve done to me.” Uruha whispered. Oddly, it was that whisper that made Aoi hard faster than you can say ‘gazette’. He hissed as Uruha accidentally brushed his aroused dick when the other moved his ass on his lap.
“Want to put it in? Come on, I know you want to…” Uruha said seductively, encouraging Aoi to go all the way. The raven haired almost lost his control when Uruha’s horny state made him act like a slut, unzipping Aoi’s black trousers like a pro; but instead Aoi’s heart and mind shouted in protest. Aoi stopped Uruha’s hand and pushed him down to lie on the couch; desperate to ask the other a question.
“Why..?.....Why do you want to do this with me? Why you didn’t do this with th person you loved?” Aoi asked, breathing in short breaths of air. Uruha looked confused for a moment.
“Does it matter? I don’t mind at all as long I could satisfy myself.” Uruha said; his speech of one very intoxicated. Aoi sighed in frustration and got up from the bed. Uruha’s answer was not what he wanted, no, needed to hear.
“Even that’s means you’ll sleep with your ex-boyfriend in this way, Kouyou?” it’s been a long time Aoi didn’t call that name and when he said that name Uruha’s expression changed drastically. He shivered.
“Yuu…” Tears formed in his eyes as he just know that the person that he just deuced right now is the person he wanted to see the most but also the person that he’s afraid to meet. Quickly, he grabbed his clothes, wore it and dashed out from there with crying face. Aoi just let the other disappeared from his eyes as he felt regret for not being able controlling himself.
“I’m such a jerk….”
Chapters: Chapter 5/?
Author: pesuruhcinta
Genre: Drama, a bit action, romance, smut, and etc
Ratings: R-NC-17
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Aoi x Uruha, Aoi x Kazuki, Reita x Uruha
Warning: Boy’s love, a bit blood, fat boy Aoi, arrogant Uruha n etc.
Disclaimer: I will own them someday (their stuffs only not the band mates)
Synopsis: He used to a very fat, fat boy since he was kid until a kind boy told him that he likes him but it didn’t last long because his family moved out to Mie. A few years later, he is one of the top photographers in Japan.
Comment: I wonder in what way I could finish this story quickly.
Chapter 5 - It's not what we want
It’s been 3 days Aoi and Ruki at Kyoto. The event went well and both of them actually enjoyed themselves even though they had to work. Kaito; Eiri’s husband was nice to pay their hotel bill. The raven watched the night scenery from hotel veranda while having a drink with Ruki. A bit chilly but the atmosphere made him felt a bit calm. He still sober but Ruki already drunk and Aoi knew what’s gonna happen when his friend in drunk status. The ice blonde stared at Aoi and smiled like a Cheshire Cat. He then blew his alcoholic breath to the raven causing Aoi almost vomited for real.
“Fuck, Ruki! Urgh! That’s worse.” Aoi cursed when his friend behaved like that. The ice blonde jus continue grinning as his teasing-mission accomplished. “Hey, tell me.” The shprt man talked in drunken state.
“What?” Aoi asked lazily as he drank another sip of his Asahi Super Dry beer.
“Why do you act happily if you’re not happy with your new love?” The question from Ruki made the raven sputtered his beer and coughed; almost spilling the rest on his t-shirt when he heard what Ruki said.
“Wh-what made you saying something like this??!!” His voice changed drastically. He didn’t expect Ruki to comment about his love story with that statement. Honestly, it was right; almost right. “That’s because….ah~ you’re like a bastard crap old man when you works in office. It’s so lame,… ohoho…man, I’m sleepy…” The drunken state was totally controlled Ruki until cause him to fall asleep. Aoi sighed as he couldn’t stand it. Aoi walked out of the room to smoke his cigarette. As he walked from there, at the same time his expression changed. He was silent for a while.
“How could I felt happy if my heart still pinning for him..?” He murmured in slow voice but deep. He bitted his bottom lips; mad to himself for not being honest to himself. Plus, he’s actually cheating Kazuki at the same time.
Fuck… What did I do…? I hate to admit this but after what Ruki said to me, I feel like I made a stupid mistake. Shit! Why I couldn’t forget about Uruha at all?!! He didn’t remember me at all, plus he had changed! He didn’t love me anymore. I should forget about him and try to love Kazuki or else I would hurt him he found that I couldn’t love him like he did….
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It’s already 2 AM and Aoi was walking towards the bar, hoping to get more beer before the night is over. He did get four bottles before he headed back to the room he shared with Ruki, but he didn’t open them. He still thought about what Ruki said. He then walked to other hallway to cool off his feeling. His eyes were attracted by a couple that kept kissing at one of the doors in the hallway. In the space of a second, Aoi’s confusing mood erratically changed into crushing let-me-die-now pain. He was shocked when he saw that Uruha was kissing someone; it’s a… an old man….? Aoi felt weird but at the same time he felt his irritation grow as he knew the old man doing something not good to the honey blonde.
“What are you doing here? It’s way past your bedtime, kid and you too, oyaji (old man).” Aoi said with a pissed off voice. Uruha was shocked when he saw Aoi was stood in front of him. The old man was a bit afraid when the raven glared sharply to him. He quickly went from there leaving Aoi and Uruha alone. The raven looked at the other; it was obvious; Uruha was so angry; really angry. “WTF are you doing?” Uruha cursed. “I never thought to ask you to chase him away!” He pushed the other as he felt pissed off.
“That should be my question. What the hell are you doing? Is that your money wasn’t enough to put in your wallet?” He slammed his bare hand on the wall, trapping Uruha. Angry couldn’t describe Aoi’s feeling like now; it’s more to disappoint.
“I didn’t remember I give permission to insult me freely before! I don’t have a time to play with you. Just go from here!” Uruha successfully freed himself from Aoi and he entered to his hotel room but the raven followed him into the room.
“Wait! I’m not finish yet with you! What’s wrong with you?! Why did you hook up with old men since you don’t need to do it?” Even though Aoi was mad, he still felt concerned about why Uruha went to do something like that. Probably he had problem; who’s know? However, the honey blonde just laughed.
“What’s wrong with me? I think I’m the one that should ask you that question. What’s wrong with you? You’re mad; oh please don’t tell me you’re jealous or maybe you have another reason?” The honey asked in seducing voice as he raised his thigh and rubbed it between Aoi’s legs. Even with that voice and that light touch, it could make Aoi felt hard in a short time. Uruha smiled as he noticed about it.
“I know that… You want me. We’re both needing release. Come, touch me.” The honey blonde slipped his hands underneath Aoi’s shirt and let them roam on his chest. Aoi gently pulled away from his mouth and looked the other in the eyes.
“Do you understand what you’re doing, snobbish model? You’ll have to let me touch you and undress you and do those pervert stuff like that old man just now; is this really okay?!” Aoi rasped, his voice getting hoarse now that he’s turned on even more. He saw the hunger in Uruha’s eyes growing. He kissed the raven’s lips again.
“It doesn’t matter as long you give me something.” He whispered to Aoi’s ear and slipped Aoi’s shirt off of him. Aoi groaned and pushed Uruha to lie on the bed as he crawled over to position himself above the other. Aoi kissed Uruha hungrily like he’s always wanted to and tore off his clothes in the frenzy of his passion until all that was left were his boxer. From the honey blonde’s mouth he moved on to his neck, and then he traced his tongue on the skin of his milky stomach. He stopped to play with Uruha’s belly button but that proved too ticklish for Uruha because she pushed Aoi to a sitting position and sat on Aoi’s lap, touching her chest to his as he pushed him deeper into the backrest of the fluffy pillow. Uruha gave a small squeak as he could feel Aoi’s erection through his trousers at his own ass. The raven turned Uruha so the honey blonde could lean his back on his chest as he sat on his lap. His right hand squeezed his chest while his left hand moved to touch the other’s most sensitive spot and proceeded to rub his shaft there. It was warm but with his touching it through the fabric of Uruha’s boxer, it became very soaked. Uruha gasped and moaned.
“Aoi… Please, stop torturing me. Ahhh…ahn…” Uruha struggled between his heavy breathing and turned his head to kiss Aoi dirtily. Aoi also struggled to keep his mind clear between his irregular pants for air. Their warm breath touched each other’s face and neck as they danced a duel with their tongues. The raven haired stopped rubbing Uruha’s dick, hooked one finger at the edge of his boxer and slid it off with finesse. Then he inserted two fingers into the other, making the honey blonde moan louder with his expert stimulation.
“Ahhh…Ahn… Aoi… Dirty me over and over please~ Ahh…” Uruha moaned but Aoi silenced the other with his kisses again. He stimulated the honey blonde again but with a more intense technique, making the sexy toes curl and his hips buck in protest of the exquisite pleasure. Aoi’s tongue delved deeper into Uruha’s mouth and his right arm held the honey blonde in place as he felt that the other was nearing climax. Uruha became a shivering wreck and suddenly he felt an explosion of his senses, and the pressure built at his lower abdomen finally cease.
“Ahhhh! Aoi!” He screamed when he felt that explosion in her core. It was the first time he ever reached orgasm in ‘pleasure way’. Aoi gasped for air and panted. Both of them were sweating profusely. Uruha leaned his back on Aoi’s chest, turned his neck and kissed Aoi at the nape of the other’s neck.
“I like this… Aoi; what you’ve done to me.” Uruha whispered. Oddly, it was that whisper that made Aoi hard faster than you can say ‘gazette’. He hissed as Uruha accidentally brushed his aroused dick when the other moved his ass on his lap.
“Want to put it in? Come on, I know you want to…” Uruha said seductively, encouraging Aoi to go all the way. The raven haired almost lost his control when Uruha’s horny state made him act like a slut, unzipping Aoi’s black trousers like a pro; but instead Aoi’s heart and mind shouted in protest. Aoi stopped Uruha’s hand and pushed him down to lie on the couch; desperate to ask the other a question.
“Why..?.....Why do you want to do this with me? Why you didn’t do this with th person you loved?” Aoi asked, breathing in short breaths of air. Uruha looked confused for a moment.
“Does it matter? I don’t mind at all as long I could satisfy myself.” Uruha said; his speech of one very intoxicated. Aoi sighed in frustration and got up from the bed. Uruha’s answer was not what he wanted, no, needed to hear.
“Even that’s means you’ll sleep with your ex-boyfriend in this way, Kouyou?” it’s been a long time Aoi didn’t call that name and when he said that name Uruha’s expression changed drastically. He shivered.
“Yuu…” Tears formed in his eyes as he just know that the person that he just deuced right now is the person he wanted to see the most but also the person that he’s afraid to meet. Quickly, he grabbed his clothes, wore it and dashed out from there with crying face. Aoi just let the other disappeared from his eyes as he felt regret for not being able controlling himself.
“I’m such a jerk….”