Title: Dangerous pleasure
Chapters:10/?
Author: 25 FREAK
Genre: Drama, action, romance, smut, and etc
Ratings: R to NC-17
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Aoi x Uruha (main), Reita x Ruki, Byou x Uruha (side), Aoi x Mika (Nakashima Mika-since Aoi like her)
Warning: Forbidden love, boy’s love, blood, lost memory, gangsters, mafia, yakuza, betray, cruel ‘somebody’ and so on.
Disclaimer: I will own them someday (their stuffs only not the bandmates)
Synopsis: He waited for his lover but he didn’t come. Then, his family sold him and he became sex slave to Dangereux night club for a few years. Then at there, he never thought he would meet his lover again. But, his lover didn’t remember about him as he just lost his memory.
Comment: Special appearance, Miyavi-san!!! Huhuhu
Chapter 10 - Breakable rhythm
The roads were busy as Kai and Uruha walked on the road. Kai grabbed his kidnaper now his friend’s wrist then walked together causing Uruha felt he was being treated as a little boy. That would be good if the one that hold his hand is Yuu or Aoi; anyone would be okay. He smiled bitterly when he remembered about the raven. Aoi might search him now and planned to punish him; he knew that, but he couldn’t back until he searched about the truth behind the truth. They were walking, holding hands, passed the street until they were arrived in the cafe and they decided to have a breakfast first. Kai ordered a coffee, a tea, donuts and sandwiches. They started to eat when the food and drink were served at their table.
“So, we’re arrived now, at Kyoto. So, where’s your village?” Kai ate the food with full mouth which made Uruha felt the other was quite clumsy. He gave tissue to the brunette to wipe his mouth.
“Well, we would go to Arashiyama, we could arrive in 15 minutes if we take bus, but I do hope my hometown didn’t chance or else we can get lost.” The honey blonde explained, at the same time he sighed.
“Ah, Arashiyama, I remembered that Aoi-sama’s family lived there before they moved to Tokyo.” He rubbed his forehead trying to remember about the details.
“Really?! Then, you must know where their house before they moved to Tokyo?” Uruha asked with sudden causing the other chocked as he was shocked with the honey blonde’s action.
“No, I don’t know about that at all. Sorry.” Kai shook his head. Uruha sighed, he remained silent, and then he looked at the brunette back. “So I guess we couldn’t help it; we have to go to our old school; we can get the information about them from library.”
“Why library?”
“Because they kept graduation year book at there. So, if we searched there, we might find something, if we didn’t, we could ask clerk or staff at there.”
“Well, let’s go there and when we arrived at there, like you said we might find anything. We couldn’t waste time because maybe Aoi-sama had asked his followers to search us. Shall we?” Kai stood and gave his hand to Uruha. Uruha smiled as he just held it without asking anything; actually he felt relieved because Kai treated him as a friend; to be honest he felt much better and relaxing since the day he ran away with the brunette.
At least, Kai didn’t look at him as the kidnaper.
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Tokyo~
It’s already 8 PM but Aoi still checked up his mountain files and documents. He had a lot of meetings and works for today; from business issue to personal matter. Since Uruha gone, a lot of problems happened. One of them is he lost the tender. He supposed to get Bankable tender but he couldn’t do anything since Uruha’s shadow always came to his mind. He wondered if the honey blonde is fine. He sighed; that’s his fault. But, lucky Mika didn’t give him trouble since his fiancée went to somewhere. He could relax for a while without being disturbed. He looked at his watch and glanced at the outside; no one expect him. The raven bet his secretary; Linda just went home since her husband just takes her from the office. Aoi quickly took all his files and put it into his bag. He needs to go to hospital to visit his father because someone tried to kill him. Lucky, his father was alright, but he still needs to show his face to his father. Byou wasn’t here so he had to do it for Byou’s too. He went out from his office. Aoi walked along the office’s hallway and he pressed elevator’s button. When the door was opening, Aoi quickly entered.
Aoi went out from the elevator and walked to the parking lot; where he parked his car. When he was about to open the door, suddenly he saw someone at the back alley. Aoi gritted his teeth as he noticed his enemy; Kagamine Hanzen; CEO for Axiata Holdings.
“What are you doing here?” Aoi asked lazily; just he was about to feel relax, someone came to disturb him. Hanzen just smiled and looked at Aoi with ironic eyes. Hanzen was alone, no one with him but that doesn’t mean he didn’t bring his bodyguard; the raven was alarmed about that.
“That was my first time my company got the tender, I feel quite uneasy, and well I know you used to be my rival, so you wouldn’t let me to get the tender easily.” Hanzen chuckled when he saw the raven looked quite irritated with his words.
“Please assume that just luck, next time I’ll win the tender.” Aoi announced with an arrogant tone; didn’t want to let his pride down.
“Luck, huh? Well, I think luck isn’t with you now. I heard that your company had a bit problem after we got the tender. But, as always you’re good in settling the problem. Ah, I heard your father was being taken to hospital, someone tried to kill him. I wonder who did it.” From the other’s words, Aoi was confirmed that Hanzen is the culprit that tried to kill his father. The raven quickly took his gun and aimed it to hanzen-san, but he didn’t shoot the other because there’s someone aimed the gun to him too; right in front of him. It’s Reita.
“I suggest you to keep the gun from Hanzen-san, Shiroyama Aoiyuuki.” Reita gave a warning as he looked at Aoi with fierce ayes.
“Go away; I have nothing to do with you, Suzuki Akira.” The raven hissed. Aoi knew Reita as Byou told him about the spiky. Reita used to be Shiroyama clan’s enemy.
“It’s better you follow what I said because if you’re going to shoot Hanzen-san, there’ll be more than 6 bullets gonna kill you.” When the spiky said that, Aoi could see Kaito was hiding at somewhere, ready to shoot anything. Together with Kaito, is Len that was hiding at the back. The raven was pissed off as he hit his car door near him with his hand; causing the valuable car door almost to break into useless little pieces. Both of Reita, Hanzen and the boys were shocked by the sudden act of violence.
“I’m gonna kill you next time we’ll meet again.” The raven haired man claimed. His eyes were red because he was very angry. Aoi entered into his car; he quickly started the engine and pressed the pedal leaving the parking lot with aggravated feeling.
“You can shoot him that time. Why you didn’t shoot him?” Hanzen asked to Reita when Aoi just left the place.
“For make him die too early is not fun anymore. This game just beginning, by the way I guess our job is settled here.”Reita said as he kept his gun to his pocket.
“What do you mean? You supposed to protect me from that Shiroyama’s brat!” Hanzen shouted as he felt angry when the spiky refused to protect him anymore.
“Don’t you remembered, Hanzen-san? You said we just need to protect you until you got the tender. Game among you and Shiroyama just ended here. So, if you want me to keep your safety, you had to add 100,000 Euros as our payment.
“Hell with that!!! I’ll not pay to you guys!!!” Hanzen claimed. Reita sighed. He then walked left Hanzen there but his action just made the other angry. Hanzen tried to chase the spiky, and when he was about to touch Reita’s body, 2 bullets came to shoot his body. The other was shocked as he saw Kaito and Len just shoot him. Blood came out rapidly from Hanzen’s mouth and some of it was glued on Reita’s cheek. He yelped and groaned. After a few minutes, he’s dead.
“Rubbish doesn’t need a protection.” Reita kicked the dead body. He wiped the blood on his cheek with his index finger and licked it. Then, he spit the blood to Hanzen’s face. “You’re not a worth prey at all.” The other side of Reita was showed; the cruel one.
“So, what we’re gonna do with Hanzen’s body?” Len asked as checked Hanzen’s breathe. He’s dead. The yellow haired boy was confirmed about that.
“Just leave it here.” Reita said with no guilt.
“But, would that be a trouble to us, Reita-san? Police would suspect us.” Kaito looked at his boss. Reita chuckled when he saw how worried his follower is.
“Wrong, this brat just brings a problem to Shiroyama. Do you guys get it?” Reita asked his followers back. Both Kaito and Len looked each other for a few minutes before they understood what their leader means.
“I understand, but why we don’t use Hanzen’s body and make police misunderstood Byou is the culprit who kill Hanzen?” Len asked with wondering tone.
“This wouldn’t affect Byou for the sure. But, when it comes to Shiroyama Aoiyuuki, his father wouldn’t let his son because he wanted his younger son took over PLEDGE. He didn’t trust his elder son, Byou. That time when he went to our trap, we’ll give a special present for him.” The spiky smirked. “Let’s go. We have a lot of works to do right now.
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The old man stared at the white ceiling. His eyes looked at the black scenery at the outside. It’s raining. He let out a small breath from his throat. The old man looked his hand that was wrapped with bandage. He was almost being killed by someone last night. Luckily, his loyal followers acted fast as they killed all of them. But the older knew it must be something related to old revenge. He had a lot of enemies; not one. He smiled bitterly as he knew that his enemies wouldn’t let him even he’s already gave his position to Byou, his elder son.
“Smile alone in the room; I’m sure you’re in the end of your age, dad.” The voice from the outside made the older stopped from thinking. The old man looked at the outside and he could see his younger son, Aoi was standing at there.
“I can’t help it, I’m already old, not like you who still young, anyway where’s your brother?” The old man watched his son who took a chair to sit.
“He went to another state. He had a job to do. I don’t know what job. Probably it’s related to yakuza’s things.” The raven explained lazily as he didn’t have a mood to talk.
“That troublesome son, refuse to visit me after I gave PLEDGE to him. If you take over the group, probably it would be better.”The old man mumbled.
“As I said to you before, I have no intention to become next leader for PLEDGE. I know that you didn’t trust Byou, but what’s the point for complain about it now? He’s current leader for PLEDGE, and I’m as his youngest brother could support him from the behind only as long as he done the jobs that I’m asking him to do.”
“Not interested but taking advantage at the same time, huh? I wonder if you have the same attitude like Byou or ‘HIM’. I guess your fiancée must know you very well.” When his father mentioned about Mika, Aoi felt a bit irritated because he didn’t want to think about the lady.
“I don’t want to talk about her right now.” Aoi insisted. “I never look at her as my fiancée nor to someone I loved; I see her as nothing and I wondered if this is your plan for make me engaged with her before.” Aoi glared to his father.
“I’m not the one who did it. It has nothing to do with me.”
“Fine, if you said so, then I assume that you didn’t mind if I didn’t marry with her right? No, what I’m gonna say is I want to break up our engagement.” The raven said it clearly. His father didn’t show any reaction at all.
“If you wish so, as I said, it has nothing to do with me. I’ll not waste my time for engage you with a girl who didn’t have any high rank in society. Plus, I wonder since when you had a fiancée, it must be your brother or someone else who created this rumor.” His father chuckled. “So, what are you going to do, my son?”
“My answer is still same. I’ll not repeat what I said twice.” Anyway, I have to go. Don’t forget to follow doctor’s order.” Aoi was about to go, but he stopped when his father said wait for a moment.
“By the way, please don’t trust Byou and be careful with him because he will show his true color. Remember it clearly after I’m gone.” Aoi didn’t say anything and he didn’t look at his father at all. He continued to walk and left his father alone in the room. When the old man watched his son went out, he sighed.
“I wonder if he’s actually Yuu, not Aoi…. If he still alive, then I couldn’t guess what will happen next. Yuu… He’s a good boy who is loved by all. Sadly, Yuu you were also being hated by your own family… just because you choose another path that was different than our earliest generation.”
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Kai yawned when he read the book from the library. He still didn’t find anything. He wanted to take a rest for a while but seeing Uruha worked hard searching about Yuu, which made him felt a bit uneasy. Well, he should help the honey blonde because he’s agreed to do so. He went to the other who sat at the back.
“How? Did you find anything?” Kai asked Uruha as he sat beside the other. Uruha shook his head, it’s clearly see he was disappointed. “I bet that you didn’t find anything too.”
“I’ve checked all the graduation books and what made me felt weird is I didn’t find anything about Shiroyama Yuu. Are you sure he graduated here?” Kai was curious.
“Of course, I watched him took a picture that time. Wait, what’s this?” Uruha said when he saw the content in the book. “One page was missing.” He checked the book back and this too. It’s not completed.” The honey blonde murmured.
“I guess the librarian have the hard copy for this book. Let’s ask him.” Kai grabbed the other’s hand and they went to the librarian, asking another copy of the book. He went to other room and it took her 10 minutes before he came back and gave the item they were requested. Uruha quickly took the book and checked it.
“There’s him, Shiroyama Yuu.” Uruha claimed as he saw Yuu’s picture.
“Check another missing page.” Kai mumbled. The honey blonde checked it, and they were shocked when they saw something unexpected in the book.
“WTH…? There’s another Shiroyama…?” Kai murmured with a shocking voice as he saw a picture of a boy which had the same face like Yuu. It’s Aoi. “If it’s confirmed that Aoi-sama is Yuu, then who’s the one that…?” Uruha couldn’t utter any word because the fact that he was searching completely made him confused.
“We’ll think about that later. Let’s go ask the clerk for his address.” Kai said.
But, that was too late when they arrived at there. Shiroyama’s house was gone. It was burned down. Kai went to the place and looked at the ash on the ground. He took a bit of it and looked closely at it.
“Someone came here earlier than us.” The brunette announced. “Who did this..? Is there another place that we could find a clue about this mystery?” Kai mumbled because their investigation was interrupted by this unexpected event.
“We’ll stop here; anyway can you follow me to graveyard? I want to visit my grandma’s grave.” Uruha grabbed the brunette’s hand and went to the graveyard. In his heart, he was sad and a bit pissed off
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It took them 10 minutes to go to graveyard. The scene at the Yazora graveyard made Uruha felt a sudden fear even it’s almost afternoon. He tried to breath but his lungs couldn’t get enough air and even he gathered one, it was finishing quickly. Still, the honey blonde walked with Kai from the front. Kai didn’t speak anything at all. He just followed Uruha and walked, passing the graves one by one until the honey blonde stopped at the last cemetery that was far from the other graves. The grave looked clean even though the lichen that grew on the cement covered some parts of it. Uruha looked at the name that was written at the grave stone. The honey blonde didn’t say as falling on the knees near the grave. He murmured some prayers to his late grandmother, Kai followed; same actions like Uruha.
“Hey, Uruha, I want to ask you something. Since you’re the one that found Yuu-sama’s body, then you should know where his graveyard, right?” Kai suddenly asked. The other nodded as the reply from that behavior, Kai knew that Uruha still feeling down. “We’ll think about it tomorrow, okay?” The brunette tried to persuade the other. Uruha just showed a little smile but that’s enough to make Kai felt relieved. After they finished, they was about to go to Yuu’s grave, but someone was there. Uruha and Kai stopped, hiding at the big rock near to Yuu’s. They looked at the person; a 30-years old man, pale white skin with long black hair.
“I’m sorry for letting it happen, Aoi-sama… I’m sorry for making Yuu-sama became evil…” That man said and when Uruha heard that, he automatically came out from the place and stood behind the man. The dark haired-man was surprised with the other’s appearance.
“The name… What do you call him…? Tell me…” Uruha hissed in almost crying tone. The man stared at Uruha with confusing look because he didn’t know who the honey blonde is anyway. “Tell me… That’s Yuu’s grave….” Uruha already cried. Kai went out from there, tried to calm Uruha.
“I assumed that you’re Yuu-sama’s lover.” The man named Miyavi guessed. “This is Aoi-sama’s grave, Shiroyama Aoiyuuki’s grave not Yuu-sama’s grave.” The truth was revealed.
“Then, the one that….” The honey blonde managed to speak but it didn’t come out because he was too shocked with the fact.
“The current Aoi-sama is Yuu-sama. If that thing didn’t happen, probably Aoiyuuki sama still alive…” Miyavi murmured.
“What do you mean?” Kai interrupted.
“Shiroyama Yuu and Shiroyama Aoiyuuki is twin. Actually, when they were born, their family didn’t really care about them until Yuu-sama showed a lot of potential that made his father felt that he’s the one who will take over PLEDGE. It’s because his elder son, Byou didn’t bring a lot of impression, so that Aoi-sama. They hated Yuu-sama because he gained family’s attention including their followers. But, Yuu-sama is different, he hated the fact that he’s yakuza’s son who is going to rule PLEDGE when he grown up. He does resemble his mother who is a loving mother and kind person, different than his father who is cruel. No one knows what he felt until… The day where is Aoi-sama and Byou were planning something.” Miyavi stopped for while tried to gain breath.
“What happened that day…?” Uruha asked with trembling voice.
“A girl came to Byou and asked Byou to stop Yuu from leaving Arashiyama because that time she overheard Yuu-sama’s plan. That girl named Mika; she used to be Yuu-sama’s classmate. She loves him but Yuu didn’t. So when Byou know about it, he asked Aoi-sama to help him. So, Aoi-sama helped. They followed him and they attacked Yuu-sama from behind at night, that time Aoiyuuki-sama just knew about the fact Yuu-sama want to runaway because he didn’t want to become a yakuza, he wanted to runaway with his lover who is you. Byou accidently said about it that time because he quarreled with Mika. He felt guilty that time and tried to stop Byou from killing Yuu-sama but then he was stabbed there. That time, Yuu-sama was awake and he lost memory. So, Byou said to Mika to keep the secret and as the reward, Yuu-sama belongs to her. They runway and brought Yuu-sama together. That time you just came and cried there. I don’t know what to do that time. I keep this as secret because Yuu-sama is not well yet and being treated in New York. A few years later I was ready to tell their father about it, but it’s too late because Yuu-sama already changed to someone else….”The black haired man ended the story. Now, Uruha knew about everything and his guess was right, Yuu is Aoi and Aoi is Yuu; the real Aoiyuuki’s already dead; that’s the fact.
“Thank God, he still alive, he still my…” The honey blonde cried at there. Kai just let Uruha cried.
I’m sorry…. I’m sorry about that…. I shouldn’t d-…
“So that’s what he meant that time… I forgive you…Shiroyama Aoiyuuki….” Uruha murmured.
“There’s one more thing. Please bear with it, Mika-san do it because she knew that Yuu-sama was in love with you, so she planned something so that you would stay away from him forever. She gave a lot of money to your mother and asked her to sell you at prostitute house….So, that’s wh-”
“Enough with that please…” Kai begged because seeing Uruha in heartbroken condition made him felt uneasy. Miyavi stopped as he noticed about that; felt guilty on what he just said. Tears streamed over Uruha’s cheeks. A lot of secret were revealed and about the fact why his mother sold him to Dangereux also. Skies were gray and the rain streamed down on the earth heavily; hit the ground and also their body. But, as if they care about it right now especially Uruha. The honey blonde was already in his sorrowful world; far from reality. He just remained at his position, let the rain wet him. This already happened... Even if he didn’t want it to happen at all.
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At the Arashiyama home stay, Uruha watched the dark night with a lot of feeling. Yesterday a lot of thing happened, and for Uruha tonight was so cold even cold than usual; feeling his body was frozen in the bed. It’s not because of wind; it’s not because of the night. He opened his phone, and there’s more than 100 SMS together with voicemail and all of them were an apology from the raven. He knew about why he felt so sad. It’s because Yuu/Aoi was not with him. He wanted to meet Yuu who is now Aoi. He missed Aoi so much. Streaming over his cheeks, Uruha cried again. Suddenly his door room was opened and the honey blonde quickly wiped his tears, didn’t want Kai to see it.
“So, what’s your plan next?” Kai asked as he leaned on the door and crossed his arms on his chest. It’s already a week. So, he needs to go back to Tokyo as soon as possible. But right now, he wondered if Uruha wanted to go back to Tokyo or not.
“I heard it every day….” Uruha murmured. Kai frowned for a while. Uruha pressed his phone button and the voicemails from Aoi were played. The phone played all of it until it reached beep. Kai knew what it means anyway.
“We’ll back to Tokyo after tomorrow. So, please pack all your stuffs.” Kai left the other. He actually felt a bit disappointed when Uruha wanted to go back because he actually had a feeling for the other. But he knew that he couldn’t make the honey blonde loves him. If Uruha was happy with Aoi, let it be. He wanted to see Uruha’s smiling face even for once. So, that’s okay even that would hurt his heart forever in his life.