Title: Dangerous pleasure
Chapters:11/?
Author: 25 FREAK
Genre: Drama, action, romance, smut, and etc
Ratings: R to NC-17
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Aoi x Uruha (main), Reita x Ruki, Byou x Uruha (side), Aoi x Mika (Nakashima Mika-since Aoi like her)
Warning: Forbidden love, boy’s love, blood, lost memory, gangsters, mafia, yakuza, betray, cruel ‘somebody’ and so on.
Disclaimer: I will own them someday (their stuffs only not the bandmates)
Synopsis: He waited for his lover but he didn’t come. Then, his family sold him and he became sex slave to Dangereux night club for a few years. Then at there, he never thought he would meet his lover again. But, his lover didn’t remember about him as he just lost his memory.
Comment: I do hope you love this chapter
Chapter 11 - This frontier…
Same, that’s what Uruha thought when he arrived at the bus station. It’s been more than a week he left Tokyo and he felt nothing change so much. It’s silly to think it would change drastically for a week, Uruha said in his mind. Kai asked him is everything was okay and the honey blonde just shook his head. They hold taxi, entered in there and went to Metrox Hotel.
“You didn’t speak anything since this morning. Do you’re afraid if Yuu-sama might hurt you?” The brunette asked with concern voice. Uruha showed a bitter smile to the other.
“Yes, I was afraid but even so there’s something… I was wondering what his reaction he would show if we meet. I knew that he’s Yuu but now he thought he’s Aoi… A person that wouldn’t show his emotion but I want to see if he really has changed… Thinking of that made me felt a bit uneasy, but still…. I want to meet him no matter he loves me or not…” Fear still haunted him but this love was too strong until Uruha knew that he wanted to see Aoi no matter what. Kai patted the other’s head, giving a comfort to Uruha.
“I’m sure he would be happy to see you, Uruha. He apologized to you, right? So, that’s maybe he already changed.” The brunette tried to make the honey blonde felt better.
“I hope so too…. Hey, Kai-san, do you where’s the place that I could… You know to get some quiet atmosphere to think.” Uruha suddenly asked. “Well, I don’t know so much but Tokyo tower is the right place when it comes to midnight time. No so many people were there, why do you ask?” Kai felt weird with that question.
“I was thinking if I could test his sincerity, to see how serious he is. I want to know if he really wants to apologize to me. Plus, I want to confirm about something, so this midnight would be a right time to get the answer from him and also from myself…” Uruha replied. “Right now, I couldn’t go back to Metrox, I’ll go to Tokyo Tower.” The honey blonde decided.
“Would you be okay for that? I mean I can accompany you for a while.” The brunette gave a suggestion to Uruha. “No, that’s okay. I do really need to go alone or else I wouldn’t know what I felt since a few months ago… This time I wouldn’t run away anymore.” When Uruha said that, the taxi already arrived at Metrox. Kai then went out from the green taxi and before he walked to the hotel, he looked at the honey blonde and smiled to him.
“I do really hope you and Yuu sama or Aoisama or whatever he is stay together and live happily. You know what Uruha? You’re the first person that made him smile for a first time.” After the brunette said that, he left the honey blonde in the taxi and walked into Metrox. His lips murmured something.
And you’re the first person who made me fell in love…. To be honest, I didn’t want to love anyone anymore… But, I guess I can’t… Now, I know why Aoi sama fell in love with you…
“Eh? Kai-san, I thought you still have some off days?” Takanori was surprised when he saw the brunette was there with his luggage. Kai just smiled goofily to hide his true emotion.
“Yes, but I feel bored, and I just being dumped by someone. So, instead of staying at my home or hometown crying for my ex-crush, I rather come here to work like crazy to forget about it.” He held his hand up and waved Takanori off to stop his friend’s pointless question on him. But it didn’t stop Takanori for asking again.
“Eh?! You’re being dumped?! She deceives you?” His friend shrieked.
“No, she didn’t know that I like her and the real fact is I like her but she likes someone else. Plus, there’s no way she would love me because her love for that person is too strong and real at the same time…” Kai referred Uruha as a girl since Takanori thought he was being dumped by a girl. Even he told Takanori about real story, he knew the other couldn’t believe because it’s a complicated love.
“Ah, that must be so hurt. Be strong, Kai-san. You would find a better girl than her.” His friend tapped his shoulder to cheer up the brunette.
“I wonder if I can find someone like her…”
There’s no way I could find someone like you… because you’re one in the million…
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“Well, you rarely came to my house, Aoi. So, what does bring you here?” Byou asked wryly when he saw Aoi came to his house. Aoi, didn’t answer the question as he sat on the couch to take time to reply to his brother.
“You didn’t come to visit dad at all and thanks to you he always babbling at me, aniki.” The raven threw up his disgruntled words to his brother. He knew the fact that Byou’s relationship with their father wasn’t good but that doesn’t mean he didn’t need to visit their father at hospital. He had to do it because he’s the elder son and the one who ruled PLEDGE. Aoi himself can’t visit and watched their father all the time because he was busy with his job and also personal matter. Something just happened and police suspected him killed Hanzen, but he was safe because police didn’t have a proof. The wolf chuckled when he saw how irritated the raven is.
“I was busy, brother. You know that. My job as PLEDGE’s leader didn’t give me a lot of free time.” Byou gave an excuse to the raven.
“Even so, you have to go. I’m also busy; busier than you but still I can go to visit him. Can you visit him at least once? I’m also had a fucking life to think instead thinking about our dad, okay?” He really hated the way Byou gave him an excuse. He didn’t care; the point is Byou must visit his father or else he wouldn’t help his brother anymore about yakuza thing or something else.
“Chill, Aoi. Alright I’ll visit dad. Are you happy now? Anyway, I don’t think you came here not just to talk about that dad, right? I bet there’s another important matter to discuss.” The wolf showed his sharpest look to his brother which made Aoi felt a bit scared.
“I heard from dad. He said that maybe you’re the one who created the rumor about I’m engaged with Mika before. I wonder if it’s true or not, aniki. Can you explain about it now?” Aoi still talk in calm tone, but from his look, that was clearly he was mad which Byou can see it.
“What made you think that rumor was being created by me?” Byou asked his brother back. That stupid old man… He cursed.
“It doesn’t matter right now because I’ll break up with Mika. That’s all. By the way, I have to go. Sorry for wasting your time.” The raven then left the dark mansion with annoyed mood but at the same he was thinking about his father’s words.
By the way, please don’t trust Byou and be careful with him because he will show his true color. Remember it clearly after I’m gone.
I hate to think about what dad said because it’s pointless but it’s clearly that Byou planned something and I couldn’t trust him at all. I don’t care about PLEDGE at all but what I’m worried it why he’s creating a rumor I engaged with Mika? What’s the main point he planned a ridiculous plan with Mika?
“Looks like he already noticed about the truth behind the truth.” Byou murmured. His followers looked at him with worried expression. “If that’s so, then he must know about his real identity already.” Kazuki guessed. “No, not yet. I don’t think he knew about it yet. He suspected about his engagement with Mika, that hell bitch. He knew their engagement was a lie. But, it doesn’t matter right now because I guess I have to act quickly and I think I have to do something with Mika. She could disturb my plan with her big mouth.” Byou gritted his teeth.
“Then, you want us to kill her?” Manabu, his youngest follower asked.
“No, don’t do it right now. Keep watching her. If the situation is out of the control, then kill her without leaving any trace.” The wolf gave an order. His followers bowed; obey that order.
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Aoi got on his car and drove. He started the car ignition; leaving the place. Aoi kept being silent, and he didn’t switch on the radio as he didn’t want to think in bothered atmosphere. He wished to beat his brother at that moment for creating that stupid rumor but he can’t because he was alarmed about Byou’s 4 loyal followers. He fucking knew about them. First, Kazuki; he’s one of the most wanted criminal as he used to be a dangerous murderer before he worked with Byou. Second, Jin, this person is perfect shooter man. Third, Rui an ex-boxer who always causing trouble to police before he worked with Byou and the last one is Manabu; and the truth is among this 4 guys, Manabu is the most dangerous one because he used to be a skilled yakuza even he still young. It’s because he had yakuza’s blood and he was trained since he was kids. They were Byou’s strongest defense all the time and to fight with them means book a ticket to die earlier. While his head was still thinking about them, suddenly his phone rang and the raven stopped the car at the road shoulder. There was no car or anyone there. He answered the call.
“Hello?” At first, no one answer, then after a few seconds, Aoi’s face changed as the mysterious voice started to talk.
“Aoi…” That was obvious, it was call from Uruha and his voice was enough to make Aoi wallow in his world. “Uruha? Uruha? Is that you? Where you are now Uruha, answer me, Please, tell me where you are?” Aoi begged.
“Meet me at Tokyo Tower on 12.30 A.M.” The honey blonde ended the call. Aoi tried to call his lover but unfortunately, Uruha didn’t pick his phone. The raven then put his head on the car steering, wallow in his world. “Why you didn’t want to talk with me…?” Aoi asked as if the honey blonde was here with him; quietly after a few minutes. He didn’t move his face from the steering.
Uruha watched the scenery from the above; at Tokyo Tower. There’s not so many people came here because it’s not school break yet plus, it’s 4 PM which mean people still worked or had class or whatever kind things that made them busy. He stared at hustle and bustle city with an empty feeling; not thinking about anything at all. That made him felt calm and he wondered what the last time he had such the feeling; feeling of being calm and safe. Suddenly a couple of lover asked him to take a picture of them. Uruha took the camera and snapped it. He gave it to them. They thanked to the honey blonde and went from there. Uruha watched them with mixed feeling. That would be so good if I have the same moment with him…
“Now, I want to see if you’re really meant it, Yuu… No, I want to see your sincerity, Aoi…” The honey blonde looked at the scenery back.
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At the office, Reita sat on the luxurious chair while having a great smoking. Meanwhile his follower, Kaito already stood in-front of him; waiting for his friends. After a few seconds, the door was opened; Len and Meiko entered together. They walked to Kaito and stood beside him.
“Reita sama, everybody has arrived.” Kaito knocked Reita’s ears. The spiky put out his cigarette in the ashtray and staring to all his follower’s faces with deadly eyes. Reita didn’t say anything. He just blew the grey smoke until he finished.
“I heard that young bastard Shiroyama was escaped from being accused by police. I can’t believe about it” Reita spoke in deep tone and Kaito, Len and Meiko knew how angry their boss is. They bowed their heads, apologized to the spiky haired man.
“So, this plan was a failure. It brings us nothing and probably Takagi’s follower kept about Shiroyama Aoiyuuki was being accused from him. Never mind, we still have a lot of chance. So just-” When the spiky was in the middle in talking, his cell phone and he answered the call. His face changed to tender look when he’s talking. Kaito could guess who the one that call his boss is. Reita ended the call. “We’ll stop here; I have other thing to do. So, I’ll meet you guys around 1 AM or something.” He left the office, leaving his followers.
“What kind of thing that so important than get revenge on Shiroyama’s Clan?” Meiko asked as she didn’t know about his boss’ love matter.
“Nothing, just let him go. We’ll see what he would plan after he done with his business.” Kaito ended his friend’s curiosity.
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Aoi stopped his car at the shop near to Tokyo Tower. Quickly, he ran towards to the skyscraper. He pressed elevator button and wait for it; impatiently. But it was so slow until Aoi decided to go up by using stair. It’s so ridiculous to think he’s willing to do something like this by climb up hundred stairs. But, the raven simply didn’t care because all he could think right now is Uruha and he wanted Uruha coming back to him.
“I want you Uruha no matter what… I’ll do anything….. Because… I love you…” The raven mumbled. It took Aoi almost 1 hour to go to the highest level of Tokyo Tower. The raven stopped, taking a breath for a while. He was sweating a lot as if he just finished marathon. No one was there, when he looked there. “Probably, he was at that side,” Aoi said to himself and walked to the right; but still, no one.
Where’s him? Aoi felt uncomfortable right now. He continued to look Uruha at the level but, suddenly, he stopped and looks at the top. “Don’t tell me he’…?!” The raven quickly ran from here and went up to last stair. It’s totally at the top on the building which there’s nothing there but he could see someone that he really wanted to see.
“Uruha,” Aoi managed to call the other in tired voice. The honey blonde looked at him with untold emotion. He didn’t say anything. Only wind spoke in this grey midnight.
“Uruha, let’s go back together.” The raven continued to talk while raised his right hand. The raven was relieved as he saw Uruha stood in front of him. The honey blonde stood there and he didn’t walk to the other. He just continued to look at the raven and to be honest; Aoi didn’t know what Uruha was thinking right now.
“You know what? Before I met you, my reason to live is being swept away by the wind, leaving only its shape behind, just like the sand. I don’t feel anything at all since the day I was at Dangereux. But, you came to me; erase the black color from my view. I do really love you for saving me. But, only I am hurting …Only I am crying…Only I am alone…thinking of you. I came to think about this, who am I to you?” The question from Uruha made Aoi felt he was awakening from the reality. Ruki has asked this question to him before, but that time he couldn’t answer it. He didn’t say anything for a few minutes. He looked at the bottom; concrete floor.
“You’re someone that is important to me.” He said calmly. But, the honey blonde didn’t really believe on Aoi’s words as he smiled bitterly.
“Did you speak a little of the truth? I don’t know how much you felt I’m so important to you. Though I wanted to know your detail explanation, but now I think I wouldn’t have wanted to know such things, because perhaps for you, my feeling could only become a burden…” Uruha murmured as he walked at the back for a few steps which his foots almost reach at edge of the building; without a warning in a slow motion he let his body being blown away by the wind and pulled by gravity.
“Sayonara,…” Uruha smiled to the raven. He closed his eyes, waiting to go to another world but lucky the raven made a quick action by grabbing his hand. Aoi was shocked, his eyes widened, hands trembling at the same time, meanwhile Uruha was surprised. He looked at Aoi who tried to pull him at the top of building with wondering face.
“You baka!… D-don’t try to do this again… I couldn’t-” Aoi couldn’t finish his words because he used all the strength he had to pull the honey blonde.
“You couldn’t what?” Again, the honey blonde asked; he wanted to know and confirm about what the raven just felt. He forget that his life still in danger and he could die any time if Aoi accidently let go off his hand.
“Baka!!! You still want to ask in this time?!! I couldn’t live in this world without you!!! Don’t you get it?! I couldn’t live without you beca-because I love you!!! I LOVE YOU! You’re the person who taught me about love…. The first person who made me to love someone for a first time…. So, pl-please don’t leave me and I’m sorry about what I’ve done to you before… I’m sorry…” Aoi said vehemently, and from the dim glow of the stars, aided by the shimmering moonlight Uruha could see that Aoi had tears in his eyes, no; he already crying. This cruel man was crying.
“I said to you in that letter…. I said, I can’t face with myself because I couldn’t decide which ‘one’ I love the most. The ‘kind’ or the evil one; the two of your personalities. It made me felt confused but when I was far away from you, I got this answer and it stills same, I love you no matter you’re kind or evil person. I love who you are…. So, I’ll say it now, I LOVE YOU AOI, I love you now…” Uruha said it; which mean no matter it’s Aoi or Yuu, he loved them both because they’re the same person who gave him love. Aoi dropped a few drops of tears when he heard that. He never felt to love and being loved so much before and Uruha prove it to him. He didn’t know where the strength was coming from but, with his might, he successfully pulled Uruha on the top of building. They let their body lay on the cold concrete, gasping for an air and watched at the sky.
“Promise you wouldn’t leave me, Uruha…” Aoi said; his eyes still looked at the sky.
“I’ll leave if you don’t agree about one thing.” Uruha’s words made the raven glanced at him with questionable look. “Promise me, from now on you’ll let me call you Aoi, and I’ll not leave you anymore, I promise.” The request from the honey blonde made Aoi felt surprised and a bit starlet; he didn’t ask for something big, he just asked for this small wish. Aoi didn’t say anything as he went closer and hugged Uruha tights.
“Then, call my name right now,” Aoi suddenly insisted.
“Aoi…” Uruha called. He said with all the sincerity in his heart. He looked up into Aoi’s eyes and found that he had tears in his eyes too. Aoi immediately kissed Uruha passionately. They didn’t surface for air until both were almost drowned by each other. They both smiled as both of them breathed heavily after the kiss.
“I love you…” Both of them said.
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Aoi grabbed Uruha's hand and bring him to their bedroom; at Aoi’s apartment. He didn’t care if Mika was there or not. He simply didn’t care because what he care now is Uruha. Kicking their shoes carelessly on at the front door, they made their way by holding hands and small giggles filled the empty space of their apartment. Aoi snaked his arm around Uruha's waist and pulled him into embrace as he turns the door knob with his other free hand. Uruha wrapped his hands around Aoi's neck, kissing on the other's check and whisper how much he loved the man. When they get in, Aoi kicked the door shut and push Uruha down on their queen-sized bed.
Aoi hold his lover in his safe arms and Uruha nuzzled in Aoi's neck, nibbled and memorized the other's scent. They sat in their warm bed, cuddling each other and enjoy their time together, all alone as if nothing else exists. At a moment, their gaze locked to each other, seeing deeply into their eye and mesmerized each other. Aoi removes some of the blonde bang from the beautiful face and smiled. Uruha bring himself closer and touch his pouty lips on the other, tasting the exotic from each mouth. The sweet and bitter mixed and tongue twirling heat ups the atmosphere. When both needed air, they broke the kiss. Aoi topped and stared at Uruha's porcelain face before kisses him one more time. He then took off his clothes with the help of his lover, unbuckling his belt and unbuttoned his shirts. Once the elder was free, he worked on the other, tossing their garment carelessly on the floor.
Their close was less than an inch when Aoi told him 'I love you' and placed ghostly kisses all over the blonde. He whispered with a warm breath how much he love the man, causing a slight flinch and cherry red blossom color appear on Uruha's cheek. Aoi then trailed his wet kisses to the blonde's neck, nipping and sucking till a mark was printed. In return, a soft moaned filled the quiet room. When he reached the bare white skin chest, Aoi moved his fingers on Uruha's abdomen and side waist causing a ticklish feeling. The expert tongue made its way to the pink nipples by a simple licking, twirling, and it was tuning the other aroused. The black painted nails then moved to touch the tanned back, clawing slightly and drawing circles. "A-Aoi, no more teasing...nghh~" Uruha tried to make his lover send him to the cloud nine. "Needy, are we?" Aoi chuckled and he grabbed the other's length and gave a light stoke. It was pleasure as Uruha tried to overcome the comfortable warm palm on his hard shaft.
Aoi spread the blonde's leg wide and hold the milky thighs with a massage. His soft spot, easily to be known when Uruha moaned his lover's name. Taking as much as he could into his mouth, Aoi sucked the rock-hard member by adding with his tongue skills. He wasn’t aware that Uruha was at the peaked when he came, shooting his juice all over Aoi's face and let a loud moaned. "Babe, I was only half away," Aoi teased as he lick the remain cum on his face. Uruha was all flushed and tried to hide his shameful face but failed when Aoi rubbed his half rock member on Uruha's. "Ahhnnn~~~ Aoi~~ " he was insane. He needed more attention. The elder only smiled and grabbed a lubricant from the night stand, pouring the enough amounts on his hands and spread on his own. He let out a low groan while Uruha raised his legs over Aoi's shoulder, all ready for what is coming. Before entering, Aoi gave a last teased by licking the tight hole with his wet tongue. "S-stop...A-Aoi....N-no ~~~ ahhh~!!" it's in, slowly with a pace. Grabbing both of the long legs, Aoi push in deeper. He let his lover used to it before sliding his member out, almost out from the tight entrance before shoving back in. Uruha screamed, in pleasure. His eyes were full of lust and love. Aoi picked up the pace, going in and out faster and rougher.
"Ahh---Aoi! Aoi ~! I'm going to cummmnnnnnnahhh~~!!" Uruha turned his head to the left and right, trying to hold from releasing. Aoi grabbed Uruha's member and gripped it. "Not so fast babe. Come with me," his manly voice spoke and Uruha was already at the end. He knew he would blow in few seconds. Aoi have one last hard trust and heavens shines, Uruha spurts out all his might and cried his lover's name loudly, tainted Aoi's abdomen and the bed sheet, while Aoi came hard inside Uruha and called out Uruha's name.
Both men tried to catch their breath, immobile with their position. "I'm going to take it out now..." Aoi said before grabbing Uruha's thighs and pulled out his wet cock. He kissed Uruha on the lips, lazily and his hands roamed all over their now wet-sticky body. Uruha wrapped his hands around Aoi's body and pulled him closer. "It was amazing...Aoi," he smiled and kissed again. "We'll do it again, even better than what we just had," Aoi said, running his long fingers on Uruha's hair. Uruha laid his head on Aoi's chest as the elder man pulls the bed sheet to cover themselves from the chilly air. "Promise me, it will be more interesting," Uruha looked into Aoi's eyes. "Promise, babe," and he closed his eyes, letting the dark, peaceful slumber took over him and his lover.
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There’s no sound in the room even though the old Shiroyama had a guest in the late night. But, he didn’t really welcoming his guest because the person who stood in front of right now, was holding a gun; ready to shoot him anytime. He stared at the person who now smiled wickedly at him, it’s Byou. “You just visited me for a first time today and now you aimed the gun for me? Looks like you do really want to take over PLEDGE so badly even though I’m officially gave it to you.” The old man said, in a calm voice.
“As if I can trust you, old man. I have investigated and I heard that, you planned to give the position to Aoi. It’s easy for you to do so because you’re an ex-leader of PLEDGE which means, you still can control PLEDGE because you had other connection with Yamaguchi clan and Shinrei clan. If you asked their helps, all my followers will obey to you and them; against me. By the way, Aoi told me that you’re the one that told him about me creating the rumor about their fake engagement. Such a big mouth, are you?” Byou looked at his father as he saw rubbish.
“So, it was you after all. Huh, as I thought before. I couldn’t trust you at all. Planning to kill me, created the rumor about your brother and so on, looks like you was so desperate. What do you planned actually?” He asked, tried to grab Byou’s attention while setting a trap he’s already planned if something would happen to him.
“That was so easy; I don’t want anyone who’s on the top on me, means I’ll never let anyone to take over PLEDGE. I don’t want any trace of stranger on my throne. This is what you taught me before, right dad?” Byou murmured in an ironic tone which made his father a bit pissed off. But, still the old Shiroyama acted calm.
“Before that, let me ask you something. About your brother, Aoi. You killed him right? No maybe I should say you killed him a long time ago then made Yuu thought he’s Aoi when he lost his memory. Aoi knew something and that’s why you killed him. Am I wrong?” The old man guessed and when the wolf heard that he laughed like a mad person.
“So you know, huh? So, what you’re gonna do? Kill me because I’m just successfully fooling you?” The wolf asked with arrogant tone; feeling as if he already won in the battle. But what he didn’t know was his father had another plan.
“Fine, you can kill me, this old man who taught you to become an evil. But, remembers my dear son, you won today but nest time the person who would win is Yuu. Remember my last words.” As he said that, a bullet came out through his body; sent him to another world. The old Shiroyama smiled bitterly before falling on the ground. Byou watched his father with sarcastic look as if his father just a rubbish. He left the room quickly as he had nothing to do with his father’s dead body.
Something that was set up by the old Shiroyama beeped an almost finished mark.