I woke up feeling extraordinarily depressed this morning.
I spent the whole day feeling like a zombie...
I'll be back to livejournal when I feel like I can smile, or even open my eyes all the way.

Sorry for being so moody all the time.

I just got home from the hospital.

Those were the worst 4 days of my life...I was constanly getting blood drawn, I got fluid drawn from my spine, I got a shot in my tummy, I had needles stuck into my legs and electric shocks sent through them, I was woken up every 2 hours to get my vitals checked...it was hell.

Turns out though, I'm going to be okay.
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I've been sick for several days...I hope it's not the swine flu...

I feel miserable...>:-(

My routine is that I like to come home, respond to all comments, comments on all new blogs, and then write one myself...but today...I need to vent first.

I am exhausted first of all. Absolutely exhausted. I get 4 hours of sleep a night because I go to bed at midnight, but at 4 in the morning...the dumbasses at Scott AFB decide it's time to practice ( Read more... )

How does she do it?
XDD

Ha...I'm trying.

Today was interesting...my Basic Design teacher called me to his office and said: "I can tell you're going to be very successful."
We talked about what I wanted to do, and which university I wanted to transfer to (SIUE)...but he said going there would be a waste for me. Their art program is great for PAINTERS, ( Read more... )

Two entries TWO DAYS IN A ROW ( Read more... )

I got the single most AWESOME email this evening...I was just taking a break from all my LOVELY homework, and I checked my email and...well...the single most awesome email is here:

"Hey pesarochild,

Your mutual friend zooozy has noticed that you last updated your journal on
LiveJournal 8 weeks ago!  Be a friend and go post, at http://www.livejournal. ( Read more... )

So I had a rough last two days ( Read more... )

Gosh ( Read more... )