My routine is that I like to come home, respond to all comments, comments on all new blogs, and then write one myself...but today...I need to vent first.
I am exhausted first of all. Absolutely exhausted. I get 4 hours of sleep a night because I go to bed at midnight, but at 4 in the morning...the dumbasses at Scott AFB decide it's time to practice at the firing range! There is nothing worse than waking up by a gun shot and then hearing it non-stop for 3 hours...because they stop at 7...which is the time I wake up anyway.
I'm the only one who wakes up because I'm a light sleeper.
Who did I make cry?
My sister.
And I frankly don't give a damn.
This morning, I drove us to school. I told her I was "so tired"
and she said: "why are you tired? we went to bed early last night. i'm fully rested."
I told her it was because "I had only gotten 4 hours of sleep the night before" and that I hadn't taken a nap like SHE had. Because she had taken a nap yesterday, she had energy and got mad at me when I told her I was going to bed.
At lunch. She was dead quiet. I tried to talk to her but she didn't talk back.
I asked her "what's wrong?"
she said: "I'm feeling hormonal."
So I got quiet. And ate.
Then, she asked for the keys because she had to go get something from the car, and when I handed them to her, she said, "you know, just because I said I was hormonal, didn't mean you had to stop talking to me--it only made me feel worse."
And I told her, "don't be a bitch."
She walked off.
We were supposed to go to the counselor this afternoon to talk about college and work things out about transferring, etc.
My Art History class got out early, so me, this guy, and the teacher stayed after and talked about ALL the teachers of the art department. It was JUICY gossip.
Then, my sister opened the door, looked in; I waved her over, and she walked off.
So I told them, "Sorry, I need to go. My sister's mad at me."
Then, we were walking, and she said, "aren't we going to the counselor's?"
I said, "yes."
She looked so grumpy and was walking so slow, I flat out stopped, and said, "You know what? We're doing this tomorrow. Give me the keys...I don't want to mess with you."
Ugh!
So then she went home and cried to my mom about it.
I don't give a damn.
This is really pissing me off.
She got mad at me LAST Thursday too...and avoided me and didn't talk to me until Sunday night.
Looks like a repeat?
She'll avoid me until Sunday night...the worst part?
Our parents are leaving on Sunday so I'll be stuck with her for two weeks...just me and her.
Maybe I was being too mean?
But I don't care.
Really...let her be hormonal.
I.don't.care.
...this is just going to be a crappy weekend if it's a repeat of last weekend...not looking forward to getting ANOTHER silent treatment from her. >.>...i'm cranky.