Today for work I decided to don my Halloween costume - it's pretty simple, as I just had to rummage through some stuff for all my gothy goodness. badbluebomber had a lot of makeup to do. We dressed as Lydia Deets & Beetlejuice. I dressed as Lydia Deets once... a long time ago. I was 14, and the film had come out a few years back, and I was on a Winona Ryder ( Read more... )

I wrote this back in December (23rd at 2:03am to be exact).

I feel older when I'm alone. The more time I've spent by myself, the more I start to see parts of me that I ignore. I've spent so much of my adult life "with" someone that I never had time to really look at what it is that makes me serially attached. I think it's many things, but I think ( Read more... )

So I've been toying with the idea of being an online pornstar. Well, not really. But I've been tossing around the idea of becoming a Suicide Girl. I'd say I don't know why, but let's be honest here - it's because I'm vain.... and also because I want to have sexy photos taken of me while I'm still young. And it'd be good advertisement for... I don't ( Read more... )

I think children have some pretty ridiculous fears. You know the kind - monsters under the bed, boogeymen lurking in the closet, severed legs jumping out of toilets. Ok, so maybe you don't follow me on that last one, so let me explain ( Read more... )

NOTE: Aw, I got *told* about how some things should be kept private, and all I can say is - fuck people who can't look back on their past & be entertained by what brought them to where they are today. Anyone who knows me knows that nothing in my world is private. What's the fucking point?Once upon a time I was a 'tech' at a virtual reality place ( Read more... )

Last night in sociology, Mr. Barlow was discussing the ideas of Capitalism vs. Communism, according to Marx & Engels. We were going through the ideas that were presented in The Communist Manifesto (which I now must read in its entirety). Now, anyone who knows me knows my general attitude about politics is, 'bleh, politics suck. Can we talk about ( Read more... )

I am an extrovert by nature, but there are several levels of modesty and shyness that manifest in me as well (believe it or not) from time to time. There's this dual-edged personality in me that I think exists in everyone to some degree - the modest, humble, quiet girl & the outgoing, confident, social girl. It shows up in the bouncing back and ( Read more... )

I loathe cemetaries, at least for anything other than cliche-artsy goth photos. The entire idea behind them, as I understand it, is that they are a place to not so much mourn your dead as to honor them in some form or other ( Read more... )

( Why I don't make plans. )

It's so interesting to me the way people put limits on things that they want to feel like they are in control of. This goes on so many levels - limits on what you can and cannot do, limits on who people can and cannot sleep with, etc ( Read more... )