oh gosh...
man, i hate boys, well not really of my friends [practically] are guys. but this one boy specifically, who is not really a boy but a 19 year old man. and he's been my bf since november 2003. ugh...we have so many problems. but i guess i have no one to blaim but myself, for i am the REAL problem..me and my attachment to him. we are [were i dunno anymore] in love but ever since...summer of 2004 things have been so bad. he broke up with me, the next day messed around with my "friend" came back to me 2 days later and enver told me. you may be asking, "then how did you find out?" well i was joking around one day and was like, "____ i kno you messed around with her" and he said, "im sorry, i am so sorry." it turns out he made out with her, she had dry sex with him he came in his pants and sucked on her tits. omg, i dont want tot alk about this anymore i GET FUCKING SICK. God i hate him, why am i complaning? i broke up wth him anyways becuase he ignores my phone calls. and i cant stand the silent treatment, but it was a big tear-jerking moment. and so yea. i bet he's hanging out with that [bitch] her right now. God that would be the worst, it hink i might be forced to kick her butt if thats so. OMG I HATE HIM AND HER!
you kno ts funny, i keep thinking im over it. but im so not. i dont kno why i cant get over it...i..dont...kno...why...god i feel like crying. BUT IM NOT GOING TO BECAUSE I AM STRONG AND ANA IS WITH ME! and she's a lot closer to me than anyone...ever.
you kno ts funny, i keep thinking im over it. but im so not. i dont kno why i cant get over it...i..dont...kno...why...god i feel like crying. BUT IM NOT GOING TO BECAUSE I AM STRONG AND ANA IS WITH ME! and she's a lot closer to me than anyone...ever.