ugh i dont feel too good
man, i im so proud of myself i've lost 3 pounds, which really isnt that much, but im optimistic for the furture of getting skinny again. im so about to lose 52 poundsYAY! how if i lose about 10 pounds a month, i could get ot my goal by november, but if i had super self control and lost like5 pounds a week (which is possible) then i'd be there by agust. I LOVE FIGURING OUT WEIGHTLOSS and stuff. :-) you know consintrating n my weight really takes away teh apin that me and my bf jsut broke up (we were dating for over a year and a 1/2) but i think we might get abck together. i dunno. fuck i feel all neaseated. i think i need to go lay down, or maybe it'd be a good idea to go to the bathroom adn se if anything pops out of my throat on its own. damn, i hate FEELING sick.