I though I heard you in my dreams last night..then I realized I was awake..
I don't sleep anymore. I just gave up. Threw the towel in, if you will. I wish I could tell you why Im not sleeping...but I really don't know. God knows Im high as hell and should definately be able to sleep. It's nothing Im really worrying about right now. It just..is.
I seem to have things back in order. Well, as much order as my life can be in anyways. I started a 7 day water fast yesterday...my body feels amazing. I thought I might have struggled with everything since I was in the hospital for so long but I just snapped right back into the swing of things. My stomach is empty and my head feels light..and I love it.
It may help that I spend everyday...high. I really can't believe that no one has called me out again, yet. They used to watch me like a hawk..I think I wore them out. Hey, it works for me. As long as they dont get...hurt...and I get to stay comfortably inebriated, everything is fine.
Girls, (and boys I suppose) I really need your support. Sitting at home all alone for so long has done bad things to me. I feel very alone these days, I could really use some support and <3
I seem to have things back in order. Well, as much order as my life can be in anyways. I started a 7 day water fast yesterday...my body feels amazing. I thought I might have struggled with everything since I was in the hospital for so long but I just snapped right back into the swing of things. My stomach is empty and my head feels light..and I love it.
It may help that I spend everyday...high. I really can't believe that no one has called me out again, yet. They used to watch me like a hawk..I think I wore them out. Hey, it works for me. As long as they dont get...hurt...and I get to stay comfortably inebriated, everything is fine.
Girls, (and boys I suppose) I really need your support. Sitting at home all alone for so long has done bad things to me. I feel very alone these days, I could really use some support and <3